boy, i miss you.

(:nab oal
to see you once again..

today! was happily sleeping. and woke up cause of my damn dog. he was barking and barking non stop. AT NOTHING. =.= so i woke up. then he stopped. zzz! then i watched bleach. felt hungry. went to steam 12 siew mais and eat. haha! and then huishan asked me to go to school.
craved for bubble tea. so i went to sweet talk and bought honey milk tea. =) *super satisfied* went in school, captains ball. was fun at first. lots of commotion going on and the game paused. blahblahblah. then when we want to continue game, its already 5.15pm so we got to go up to the hall.
rehearsal. still abit unfamiliar with the things. blahblahblah. got to teach them proper drills too. haiz. thinking day is so near and yet nothing is done. whatever. dont really feel like blogging much today about the activities.
yes people. im getting more and more two-faced. and i hate that. 1 side i can say something good, the other side im bitching about you. i dont know whats going on. and i hate myself for that now. but i just couldnt stop myself. i just too much things is happening in my life right now. so better not let me have a chance to bitch about you. best is if you dnt let me know anything. unless i offer my help or whatever. i choose who are my real friends. and i'll try my very best to not bitch about you. its not that i want to. but i just need some one to talk to about all the things that is happening in my life and i hate it. i dont understand why i have to live in such a complicated world. but no one can change the situation. no one. not you, not you and definitely not you. so shutup. and let me move on with my life. dont tell me what to do. damn stress now. but is, at the same time, damn free. i dont know what the hell im stress with either. i can go on and on with this topic. and on and on with how much i hate myself. but guess im going to stop here. so.. byebye people:) i shall the real me. the ugly, bitchy one:( or the nice one:) i happy doing both now. so i'll my very best to stop the ugly, bitchy me from coming out to my life. this is the battle i have to fight myself and no one is able to help me. i believe its something everyone have to go through. to make yourself a better person or worser.

at least the thought is there.

even though you were just joking.

GABRIELLE♥

" boy, i miss you. "

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gabuu.
17 yrs old
28/03/93
single.
963442**

once again,
you broke my heart..
you'll never understand
the amount of pain
that i've been through..
boy, i need you.
i love you.
but when will you realise that?

you treat me well,
you treat me bad.
i dont understand boy.
what exactly do you want?
either way..
all that i know..
the only thing i know..
is that i miss you:)
no matter what happens,
im going to stay by your side..
forever...

im happy with the lil-est things that you did for me:)
i'll smile because you want me to.
i'll cry if you want me to.
i'll pout for you to care for me.
i'll frown at the things you did,
but i'll turn to you and say i love you.
& thats if you give me the chance....

& the story will go on and on..
til one day we forget each other.

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