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Wednesday, April 30, 2008
i noe my bolster look very obiang. bt its juz the casing. hv to bear wit it. tok so much. yes. im going to show u a photo. my dog! =) super cute de. he slping. and he took my bolster to b his pillow. T.T lolz. nvm. very cute lo. mayb tis pic can change abit of ur tinking to my (fierce) dog? lolz. i hope he will. lolz. photo. if oni i am ur pet or u are my pet... its the oni way we could gt together nw. we hardly even tok in skul nwadays. i really miss ur voice. =(  cute rite? lolz. notice his mouth is covered wit sth? mmhmm. tats to prevent him frm eating stuffs outside. blah blah blah. we use it to prevent him frm biting ppl and to keep his barking lvl lower. barking lvl? hmmm. noise lvl. ya. hes super soundly aslp. so lets nt disturb him. shhh...nw u agree wit me tat hes cute? *nods head vigourously* =) Tuesday, April 29, 2008 tdy was. fun! again. lolz. (i appreciate everyday of my life. haha. crap.) ok... lets see... im tinking of u nw and then pc. omost fell aslp. eyes are super duper heavy. will shut anytime. lolz. bt i made it through. =) do u noe tat? no. chem! was... u noe. mr tan. yea. again. cme in dry. go out wet. he lyk alot of tings duno hw to teach lyk tat? then ms ng hv to keep helping him to teach us? and class was super noisy and he gt fed-up. wads the meaning of the four letter word "LOVE"? chapel. all coz of chem. keep saying 1 more min. 2 more min. 1 more min. then we were late. =.= then the teacher say monitor or monitress. nxt time rmb to remind ur teacher... then we all point to ms ng (since shes there wit f33) then we all shouted. "d-oh" lolz. then ms ng turn back. then said huh? then she she. ya. ya. tdy oni. then both the classes laugh. she look so super paiseh la! haha. then off to RECESS! u oni told me tings tat are PHYSICAL recess... bought COLD apple aloe vera. which liuzhi kept stopping me... =) haha. liuzhi. paiseh la. cannt resist the temptation ma. haha. *smile guilty-ly* lolz. back to class! tat wasnt wad i wan bio. idiot. ms lam says. "its either rachel, amelia, siew jean or gabrielle who is nt in class. u all lyk take turn de hor?" gt totally pissed off. then i replied "huh? bt i oni ytd ytd sick then nv cme leh" then she say duno wad. ya la. its either u or them. wth??? izit my fault to gt sick? i 1st time nv go skul jiu kena all tis. wth. shd hv went ytd? siao sia. nvm. i ren! im i juz tinking too much? maths. went to the "lit" classrm. gt aircon leh. shiok. do wrksht. or izit true tat u lyk me? chi. 1st period. teacher no cme. relief! finally can slp. then idiot. nose block. both side. couldnt breathe. zzz. so cant slp. haiz. then teacher cme. then ms lim cme! ahhh! nvm. oh! she speacks chi! cool rite? lolz. did the grp wrk tingy. with xinyi, chesna and edward. =) was funny. haha. ok... then present present. i did the presenting k? b proud! wahahahaha. coz they all dun wan to present. zzz. so i presented. lalala~ bell ring. do u noe tat i still love you? maths again. every tue we gt 3 maths period. haha. went lit rm again. air con!!! shiok. chances are slim. really slim. aft skul. go eat wit liuzhi. then off we go. to bugis. went to collect my new specs. =) and neoprints. wit liuzhi. u once asked me out. bt i rejected u due to cca. i regretted. truely regretted. im waiting for u to ask me 1 more time. pls.  u mite say u nd courage. courage to ask. and courage to overcme u being rejected. bt do u noe tat i had been waiting for u to ask since 14 feb? again. tada!~ my new specs! =) lyk it? no u cant hv it... =) 14 feb is the day where many gt happy while the rest gt hurt. hm. nobdy at hm. went to cousin hse. stayed til 9+. went there lie down. bt too noisy. cant slp. so i watch tv lo. heh heh. then cuzin made me angry. 1st time gt so angry. i usually gt angry oni scold scold scold jiu no more le. tdy. who call him make me so angry. wanted to throw socks (gmss socks which i wore the whole day le. plus fever. then eat the medicine. so swt alot.) at his face. bt coz my eye pain. cant really aim properly. so 1 missed. and the other one kena his hand nia. wth la. i throw at him liao he still wan to continue doing the same ting to make my angrier. bt his mum cme out in time to stop him. if nt i duno wad will happen? i tink i will bash him up or sth? omg! im gtting violent. calm down. gabrielle. calm down. i seriously hate blogger and my internet connection. grr. Monday, April 28, 2008 juz to show u the amt of medicine i hv to consume everyday... >.< dun gt shocked... haha.  yes. tis is the amt of medicine i hv to eat everyday. =( look closely... ok... draw a circle let u see... =) see? im kind rite? lolz...
mmhmm. the medicine ive juz eaten... =( and i choke on one of them. =( coz 1/2 was at the top and 1/2 was at the bottom. so. choked. idiotic rite? and the best ting is. i choked on the smallest one. zzz. in case u are wondering hw cme gt so many medicines... let me name out wad they are for. 1 for fever. 1 for runny nose. 1 for allergy(rmb all those itchy itchy stuffs on my hands? those big big patches of "mosquito bites"? mmhmm. its for tat.) and 2 for cough (cough syrup for normal cough. and tablet for asthma cough. i duno y i gt asthma cough tablet. bt i no asthma... juz eat lo. i frm small oso gt eat de le...) oh yea. sumbdy is spelling the obvious? oh man oh man... do u tink i even care hw i feel? im so scared. sum1 said. jealousy kills. and the other said jealousy means no harm to him/her. do u tink i'll care? definitely... NO! sum ppl are juz... INDESCRIBABLE! 4gt it man. haiz. u sad 1 ting and u mean another. if u wan to argue. bring it on man. u dun hv to do it secretly. do u tink im scared of u? obviously no. do it openly so every1 would noe. 4gt it la. pls. u hw old liao. still play tis kind of tings. childish. lame. (liuzhi and huishan noes who. u and i noes each other...) sum ppl juz misses me too much??? 11 sneezes continuously. omg! lolz. bhb. tdy is the 1st day i nv go to skul in my whole sec skul life... so bored la stay at hm... haiz. was very very sick. ytd fever until 39 degree!!! omg! bt tdy morning drop til 38 degree. bt still very headache. so didnt go to skul.... went to see the doc in the morning. waited for ard 2h. super long... frm 9 til 11. wth. runny nose... sore throat... cough... and fever... had lots of medicine to eat. 5 kinds lo. haiz. had mc. quarrelled wit the doc. coz he wanted to gime 2 days mc. bt i insisted on juz 1 day. at last oni 1 day. =) wonder wad they do in skul. hmmm. nth much to post actually... Saturday, April 26, 2008 im seriously gtting sick soon. no no. im alr sick. gosh! had runny nose. and keep sneezing. eyes are tearing... =( i tink gtting sore throat soon...drinking loads of water to prevent it... =( sian ah! everytime exam oso sick de lo. =( everytime gt mc oso nv take. haha. sec 1 and 2. =) im guai. bt im nt taking care of my body... =( im make my white blood cells do OT. =( sry white blood cells. bt sry la. inherited by mum la. she oso gt mc dun wan stay hm. rather go to work. haha. lyk mother lyk daughter. lolz. i tink of u even when im sick will b going to see the doc on mon. coz the doc went overseas and is supposed to cme back on mon. haha. oh. and im gonna ask him abt the rashes too. 1 stone kill 2 birds. haha. cool. deciding wad i shd do. shd i go for tuition? or shd i stay at hm to rest? tuition? rest? tuition? rest? i nd u by my side mayb tuition. coz exams are cming. muz mug hard le. wasted my sec 1 & 2 playing. honeymoon's over!!! bt. i nd my rest to make myself gt better? tuition or rest? hmmm. *ponders* lets start a debate ya? i nd u to comfort me iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiituitioniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii/iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiirest -exam cmingiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii\ - get well faster -duno can askiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii/ - wont gt headache during exam -last min revisioniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii\ - no nd mc -refresh memoryiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii/ - wont gt called to go hm -do assessmentiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii\ - continues exam smoothly - muz mug hard coz wastediiii/ - no point studying hard when iiisec 1 & 2 leiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii\ cannt concentrate during exam soooo... which one? rest? tuition equally important... hard choice. haiz. aiya. see wad doc say la... most probaly rest. still gt wed! mmhmm mmhmm. argh. i hate gtting sick. esp during exam period. cant really rest. still hv to revise. even tire oso muz finish chpt. haiz. i nd u to make me feel secured bt y couldnt i feel ur presence?  u are my medicineTADA~ the amt of tissue used in ard 2hours i seriously nd to go to the doc... my tissue are piling up higher and higher. take money frm mum. =) omg! i go slp le. gdnite ppl! gosh! it 2am nw!!! gdnite ppl! aft ytd's 4hour of geo notes-making. i really hv no mode to study anymore. omg! haiz. i wan to go shopping. =X omg! i juz ripped the shirt im wearing. haha. the hole is lyk 3 fingers big. nvm. 1 day will go shop ba. haha. aft exam. in the meantime, im oni left wit 1 tuition tee shirt to wear there. i wonder hw im gonna make it through aft exam. nvm. i need you oh! bro juz gt hm wit y chem txtbk(my mum bought for me. coz i lost mine. zzz) and he said tat my mum will make me pay for it. great! nw i gt less money to buy clothes. wth. gonna chao wit my mum til i dun hv to pay. =) its $23+ leh! ex ex ex! stupid person who stole my txtbk. curse u curse u. im tinking of u every day, every min, every sec. oh! my new specs are ready for collection. going to bugis wit liuzhi on tue to collect it. and she'll b the 1st to see my new specs. =) b honoured yea liuzhi? haha. mayb tue shun bian go buy new shirt for myself. =) i love you and! i hate my hp. its lyk. hanging all the time. and i hv to slide down abit to use it. and making me unable to type my msg wit letters "abcdef" and punctuations. =( bt i slide up type le, then slide down to see if i gt type wrong nt. so can still type bt very ma fan. then nd longer time to type a msg. waste time. so mayb tis month will hv less msgs going out? hmmm. will see la. mayb i wont mind hving the trouble to slide up and down leh? haha. i noe we are diff bt... tis few days are gtting hotter and hotter. so hv been a bad gurl by on-ing the aircon secretly. haha. nvm. my dad actually noe i on it. coz ytd he suddenly cme in. bt he saw i was studying. haha. so didnt scold me. =X i really wish u were by my side. MYE cmin le. will b on-ing com everyday. =) sounds abit contradicting bt. actually no. coz i wan to study. and i cannt study in a quiet environment. so will b on-ing com to listen to sum music. and. if i wan a break frm studying. i would juz blog. sum random post. bt gd for distress-ing. haha. so. will b seeing me on9 everyday. =) Friday, April 25, 2008 lolz. was gtting more and more bored tis few days. tdy no guides. =( haiz. reach hm nth to do. so did sth really crazy. haha. show u pic. ppl says. a picture speaks a thousand words? haha. see hw bored i could b at hm... zzz. so. i shall nt elaborate more and.... here comes the pic! can u nt go so close wit them? pls. if u nd a reason, my reason to u will b jelousy. hope u gt it. altough i noe tat u wouldnt care abt me. bt it's juz a wish. juz a request, nt a demand.  TADA~ and i took another pic of it. i tot u knew. i once told u. bt i tink u 4gt or tink tat it has ended then. bt im still seriously nt changed my mind, or heart, u may say. let me remind u. i still love you. no matter wad.  TADA~ artistic rite? lolz. so... hw u all find my pens? so colourful ya? tis is wad i do when i gt really bored in the middle of studying. lolz. my mind would juz shut and do sth very stupid. haha. oh! all the pens are wit ink. those inkless ones i gt rid of it le. =X nw... back and continue wit revision. haha. im gonna flunk my e-maths test! =( Thursday, April 24, 2008 Tay JingXi bluff me!!! =( so sad! lolz. big enough to see? hope he can see this. lolz. sum1 gt jealous tdy... =.= is really super =.= de can? zzz. cme ask me if u wan to noe? i MITE tell u. haha. bt nt in tagboard. =X lolz. my leg is starting to hurt again. =( tdy is fun! =) i dun understand. y will u b jealous? hmm. went to class. put tings. went down for pft. heh heh. I PASS!!! very happy le. lolz. 1st yr pass leh! loves! lolz. we had long long recess! =) sumtimes, ppl love "yi xiang qing yuan" ya? then go back class. ss test. zzz. no time finish although its open bk? lolz. sad. hv to learn and rite faster... =( then chem. nth much. then eng. nth much too. ms kehk is gd. she let us slp for 5 min. haha. coz we all look so tired. and let us hv early dismissal. =) u flirt. u crap. u're crazy. aft skul... went down and hv lunch wit liuzhi. then went to her new hse. haha. so honoured. =)waited for her bro. til 3 he haven cme down. so me, liuzhi and her mum cabbed down to her new hse. haha. quite nice. bt rm very small. living rm very big. haha. alot of mirrors! =) quite messy over there. saw her rm. saw her parents and bro rm too. then went down to buy slippers for her mum. then went up. then went down to buy dustpan. haha. then went down again to buy sth. i 4gt. haha. we had a kallang 1-day tour. haha. then went down again to play at playgroundSSSS... lolz. super fun. liuzhi oni see us play. oni me and her bro playing. he super funny lo. haha. play til skirt wet wet. he play til shirt black oso. lolz. went up. stay in her rm. then walk here walk there. then went down for dinner. liuzhi mum pay. xP eat finish go up again. then stay in rm. see their wardrobe. then slack in her rm. then went hm. cabbed hm. longbang by liuzhi mum again. haha.oh! and me and her bro play lyk siao. at last my specs screw drop out. oh! and when we are at one of the playground. sum northstar ppl cme over to look trouble. then they ask us wad skul. we nv reply. they ask broadrick izit? no one replied. i shook my head. tink they didnt see? then they shout "broadrick guai lan la!" is lyk we didnt do anyting to them they say we guai lan for? nvm. they scold broadrick. nt us. haha. and i can clearly rmb 1 of them is my camp training fren. she seem to hv 4gt me. bt i rmb her clearly as we were cooking together in the same grp. the memories were sweet. bt nw i see the other side of her, the image is smashed. wadever. i wonder y there will b sum kok eyed ppl who actually lyk u? reach hm. nobdy at hm. then no keys. =.= then went cuzin hse. baby at hm!!! i do hmwrk. then teach him hw do. zzz. bt he dun wan listen. end up teaching my aunt. zzz. then went hm. bathed and blogged. =) no more! ppl say u are chio (which i dun tink so) YEAH! SCREW FOUND! IN SKUL SKIRT! =) even so, wads the point? ur attitude would nv change wad im gtting my new specs on mon. =) liuzhi cming along wit me. she'll b the 1st person to see my new specs. haha. she gv me the honour to go her hse and i gv her the honour to b the 1st to see my new specs. =) nice face doesnt = to perfect totally? tinking of organising a bbq "party" aft exam... shd i? on the mon when we dun hv to go to skul. mayb each person chip in $10 or sth lyk tat? feel honoured if i called u along? haha. coz going to oni call sum ppl along as im afraid tat there will nt b enough food? haha. we'll see. i'll start asking soon. bt nt so soon. haha. as in. nt so soon. bt will b b4 exam ask la... haha. gv u all time to tink abt it. boys out there. do u all understand tis term? *rolls eye* MY LEG IS STARTING TO HURT AGAIN... aft pft. great. is the same feeling as it is b4 pft lo. zzz. Wednesday, April 23, 2008 ytd. went skul. then went out wit bro and mum. saw ms lam, ms ng and ms nainee at alj mrt. chiong to the other side. haha. then went to bugis. then wait for mum. then kena caught by sum ppl to do survey. super idiotic. here goes the con: lady: erm. are u waiting for ur fren? me: errrr....... ya... lady: are u a student or an adult? me: errr... student? lady: oh. ic. hw old are u then? me: 15? lady: oh. then i tink u are too young to take the survey. me: erm. ok. lady: ya. actually we are doing a survey abt saving plans me: oh. lady: ya. mayb u can ask ur mum over to do the survey for us? me: erm. bt she's nt here? lady: oh. perhaps other time? me: ya. haha. *lady walks away. then i walk away* do i look so old?! lolz. nvm. then went to walk ard. coz dun wan mum to gt caught. so went upstairs. then walk ard. tok to bro. walk walk. see wan eat wad. then mum cme. then we go swensens eat. then went ard bugis to find specs shop. i bought new specs! =) its full framed. and black on the outside, pink on the inside. haha. bro choose de. i love you tdy.maths maths. then chi. then phy. take test paper. very sad. mcq gt oni 1 pathetic mrk. haha. bt i still pass. class gt 23 ppl fail. =( then recess. then ss. gt source-based test. open bk de. then bio. sian yi ban. tio scolded. she tot i was slping. bt i was juz looking down at my notes to see if i gt copy nt. gt scolded for 15min. didnt argue back. tis prove tat im a overcomer and nt a subcummer can? zzz. 1st time i didnt argue back. gd. =) keep it up man! although its so diff to hold back. bt i did it! =) then eng. the ms toh cme in. idiot. i dun lyk her. cme in gv test. we ask her ting. she say dun ask her. read the instructions. the ting is. coz instruction nv rite tats y we ask her rite? then she angry. then aft test gv assignment. do finish. pass up. bell ring. then lunch. eat eat eat. then 2.30 go up. start NSW. cannt finish la. sad. bhind jiu start anyhw shade le. lolz. then walk hm wit liuzhi. actually wan go see doc de. bt. nt opened. sad. then actually wan go see liuzhi's new hse. bt gt tuition. so no go. tats all. =) Monday, April 21, 2008 tdy is the most most !@#$%^&* day. zzz. recovering chi. learn shen zi. plus learn zhuo wen's format. was toking to xinyi as well. haha. feeling better bio. learn digestive system. blah blah blah. then ms lam scolded us. say we very lazy. is lyk. we didnt do anyting. then she teach digestive system halfway. then she say she woke up at 4am to improve on the slides tdy morning. then she started scolding us. zzz. then whole class sian diao. it great tat i haven make up my mind to gv up then recess. nth much. alot learning wordpower. i nt learning. coz i noe last min is lyk no use. plus i scared those i rmb de will 4gt. so. 4gt it. so heng eng. relief teacher cme. gv us wordpower test. quite ok la. noe abt 70% of the paper? mmhmm. then do liao. go slp. then suddenly duno y hv difficulty in breathing. all of a sudden. then was gasping for air. zzz. then try to make myself slp. coz if slp liao then no feeling ma. then finally! i fell aslp. then a few min ltr. teacher shout. shout hw many min left. then i woke up. zzz. then headache. lie there. aft awhile jiu ok le. haha. if nt, it will b a missed opportunity maths. ms wong nv cme. ms yong cme. haha. whole class toking. nobdy listen. i tried to listen bt. cant concentrate. haha. so 4gt it. i tok to them too. lolz. then xinyi brought her kindergarden photo to skul. we all gt very excited. see see see. then ms yong walk over. then confiscsated it. =( bt aft lesson she return. haha. then she say she wan to test us wad she teach 1st, b4 she return. haha. then test. suprisingly! i noe all the ans! lolz. super heng. lolz. although it's juz the basics. bt. nv touch tis topic b4. i oso duno hw cme i noe. lolz. mayb coz front part i listening ba? zzz. my mended shattered heart geo. had test. and i didnt noe abt it?! wth. so didnt study. gonna flunk the test. nvm. hope other tings can help me pass ba? hmmm. is lyk she didnt tell us is tdy. she oni said tis wk. so i tot its on fri. coz teacher said we are supposed to hv at most 2 test per day. so its lyk. nt fair la. zzz. super sian diao. nvm. oh! did i tell u tat is a relief teacher who cme into our class who gv us the test? tat teacher super !@#$%^&*!!!!!!! wth. he cme in. then say. u all are supposed to hv a test nw. then whole class. huh?! tdy meh? then commotion commotion commotion. then he shout. wth?! if he student then suddenly say gt test he oso will ask ard de rite? idiotic fellow. then see the test. die. i oni noe hw to do 1 word qu. which is lyk oni 1 qu? lolz. imagine me riting oni 2 sentences for a 6 mrks qu. wth. and theres a 3 picture qu. and the best part is. nobdy noe wad the pic is. i can see 2 pic. bt 1 pic can oni roughly see dots and lines. zzz. then 2 pic abt hard engineering. qu oso abt tat. so i rite down all the hard engineering stuffs lo. then finish! i tink im the 1st to finish. haha. wadever. then slp slp slp. super shiok. then tat !@#$%^&* teacher suddenly shout 10 MORE MINS! i tio chua then wake up. then ask edward for staple blah blah blah. then go back slp. then he shout again. 5 MORE MINS! super !@#$%^&* rite? then wake up again. flip. actually nth to flip la. i oni wrote on 1 piece of paper. so juz flip here flip there then went back to slp. then he shout again. zzz. TIMES UP! PUT UR PENS DOWN! then wake up. then he 1 by 1 collect. zzz. then lie down on table. then he shout again. OI! SHUT UP! CANT U ALL SEE TAT IM COUNTING? I ND TO CONCENTRATE! he damn idiot sia. 4gt it la. over le. til the end of my very last heartbeat then lunch. lolz. xinyi they all super funny. haha. then go back class. then saw liu zhi. tok to liu zhi. then she see tis person walking towards the mrt wit tis big big winnie the pooh. then she say she wan. then both of us start crapping. super lame. lolz. then i ask her wait me go hm together, she dun wan. she wan go hm eat her mum cook de lunch. nvm. =.= hurt, scar bt mended. then NSW. super sian diao. whole class toking. cant even concentrate. then the mr tan call us do. then he at there tok tok tok. oso cannt do. then do 2 qu. call us look up. do 2 qu call us look up. wth. then gave up. crap wit xin yi they all. lolz. oh! MR TAN HAS GREEN SWEAT! ewww. then pull the projector screen down duno hw pull up. zzz. aik teck go help. the more he help, the worser tings gt. zzz. aik teck call mr tan pull one side he pull one side. in the end. mr tan dun dare pull too hard. aik teck pull too hard then rip the screen. zzz. new screen sia. nvm. super hilarious lo. whole class laugh lyk siao. haha. then terence go pull. then go up. then whole class cheer. lolz. blah blah blah. it's so nice to hv u back by my side doesnt mean tat ur fren is a cl means u can cme guai lan me rite? wth. hao hao call u keep hp dun wan keep. still gime attitude. zzz. make ppl tl nia. i call u keep is nt for my own gd leh. is for u leh. wad if the other seniors see? u gt scolded u gt pumped. nt me can? wad if mrs tan see? she go bitch u nt me can? ok. if u tink is for me. cant u juz help me? by nt smsing for 2h will die ah? is nt tat im taking the wa-i-cl-leh, muz-listen-to-me-hor de attitude to ya u leh. im juz trying to help u all nt gt so much scoldings or pumping leh. if u gt caught, mrs tan cme ask me y i nv catch u, i can juz simply say, i told u bt u didnt wan to listen to me.so. are u telling me to do tat to u? so. i really hope tat u cooperate wit me. dun put me in a diff position and dun make urself embarrassed if i hv to scold u in front of all the juniors. i noe u wont wan tat to happen rite? Saturday, April 19, 2008 CONGRATZ TO THOSE WHO MADE IT INTO THE SELECTION! (although sum1 also made it in too...)i rather it has nv started b4 woke up at 7 again. prep prep. bt was late. coz of the stupid plaits. hv to tie plaits bt. my hair. haiz. very diff la. (i juz cut my hair. its so ugly.) then rush to kallang mrt meet casandra and jean. athirah and sarah they all there too. =) squeezed into the same train. haha. then change train. reach bishan. yea. quite early tho. then meet huiqing. went off to gg hq together. sit there tok tok tok. then attendance. our skul ppl nt called again. =.= then we went to the supplier. hv to buy new boots. coz they wan every1 to hv the same boots. (bt who we look at our boots when we march? sum1 say. i 4gt who. haha.) then coz hv to buy new boots, HUIQING BACK OUT!!! wth. the boots quality is better? coz its softer. haha. shd b nicer to walk in? hmmm. nxt time can leave as souvenir. haha. to remind ourself tat we gt march in ndp b4. haha. then when we reach 40 lyk tat, can tell our children... haha. tink too much. lolz. then the real selection started. every1 so jing zhang. lolz. alot gt pulled out. =( scary. bt my side de very lil. =) scary. nvm. do our best can le. dun stress ourself. in jiu in. out jiu out. no diff. gm oso gt ppl out. shall nt reveal it here. bt... yea. nvm. wad hv i done wrong? aft selection over. me, hui qing, heather, crystal, jean, casandra,vivian, michelle and ying tian went to junction 8 to eat. went mos burger. shifted their tables. haha. eat tok. then finish le, shift back table. then went off to shop. bought jaime's bdae pres. =) its sumhw shared, sumhw individual. lolz. duno hw say. die. 4gt buy bdae pres for my other half. lolz. nvm. nxt time ba? paiseh. (she nv buy gime oso. =( haiz. ) oh ya! mother day pres oso haven buy. omg! nvm. call bro buy. lolz. then we went hm aft shopping. feel so great! so long nv shop le... i wish tat it would b the same as b4 in the train. went hm wit ying tian, hui qing, jean, casandra and crystal. went inside. super squeezy. (wadever. i duno hw to spell) then tok tok tok. laugh laugh laugh. then change mrt. and there's sooooo many handles? for them to hold (ok. nt tat much actually) so i grabbed on a handle? and then hui qing, crystal and jean hold my hand. pretenting it as the pillars. (gt so fat de pillar meh? lolz.) then aft awhile jean let go hold another handle. =) then hui qing and crystal hold til i reach alj. =.= (btw, its hui qing's idea. lolz.) then walk out wit jean. saw tis xiao yuan superstar guy. if nv rmb wring his name is adriano? lolz. jean gt so crazy abt him... zzz. lolz. then went hm. on com. tok to jaime and sum1-who-dun-wan-her-name-to-appear-here. super tired. say bb to them. went to slp. heart shatters and i over slpt. =P supposed to hv tuition at 5. 5.15 my tuition teacher call. then i wake up, pick up the phone. then rush there. haha. hw much more do u wan frm me? tuition finish. cme back. eat maggi mee as dinner. =) and bread. and! the best part is. my mum bought 11 bread for both my bro and me. EACH! haha. nice nice. shiok. sure fat. nono. sure fatter. haha. u didnt stab rite through my heart. u slit it up slowly. i would rather u stab rite through. short-term pain is better than long-term pain. y are u so cruel to me? couldnt u spare a tot for me? dun u tell me tat u are training my endurance. ty, bt i dun really nd it. all i nd is sum1 to rely on.  dun look tat much here... u juz couldnt take the hint. i done so much and u did so lil. bt tats all i could do. rather than sit down here to wait for u and hv done nth at all. i told u once. bt u hv taken it so lightly. u pretend tat nth of such hv happened at all. u continue ur life witout even rmb-ing i was by ur side.so sad la! i cut my hair. it looks ugly. in cut my fingernail and toe nails. so uncomfortable. grrr... my toenails are 1 cm long la! so bu she de to cut lo. bt coz of tdy's selection, made a big big xi shen. haiz. best ting is. ms alsagoff didnt cme tdy. coz gg hq there gt interview going on. =( then attire nv check. then is ly wad for i cut? =( bt she was a hq. i saw her. omg! she looked so angry. coz we were too noisy. as in all the gg there. nt oni gm of coz. haha. sad. nvm. i go enjoy my bread le. =) Tuesday, April 15, 2008 o.O finally its ok... haha. nvm. hmmm. i noe its very unusual of me to post twice a day. haha. bt i found tis while surfing the net. haha. it goes: If I should stay Well, I would only be in your way And so I'll go, and yet I know That I'll think of you each step of my way And I will always love you Bitter-sweet memories That's all I have, and all I'm taking with me Good-bye, oh, please don't cry 'Cause we both know that I'm not What you need I will always love you I will always love you And I hope life, will treat you kind And I hope that you have all That you ever dreamed of Oh, I do wish you joy And wish you happiness But above all this I wish you love I love you, I will always love yes, i do. i love you I, I will always, always love you I will always love you I will always love you I will always love you i wish you gd, i wish you well rather sad "poem". haha. bt sounds really nice. and true? i hope you find wads best for you hmmm. i really hope tat theres a medicine tat i could 4gt all tis. lyk com. juz one button. "delete" and everyting is gone. haiz. i will miss you mayb i shd invent it and call it the "gabrielle's efficient memory erasing pill" or sth lyk tat. haha. hw am i supposed to 4gt u? everyting abt u. its been so long. pulling myself up. haiz. i nd help. i nd strength. bt who will b willing to gv me? the strength and all tat i nd? is it tat ive fallen too deep or is it a habit? i wish all tis wouldnt hv happened. bt it did. all i hv to do is keep going on. live life as usual. smile as each day passes.
Saturday, April 12, 2008 ytd. any diff? went to skul as per normal. flag raised. natalie helped me hold umbrella when im flag rasing-ing. haha. then went up together. mass pe. then class as usual. then go hod rm. til 2.30. sian. then go gg straight. then roll call. then guides. then dismiss. sec 3 stay back learn roll call. then captain's ball. there's lyk more than 50 ppl playing wit us. haha. fun fun fun! then go concert. haha. told jean who is natalie's hamster papa? lolz. then went hm. realised tat i haven been eating for the whole day. bt im nt hungry? so eat lil bit oni. coz i usually no eat breakfast and recess. then lunch coz mrs lee punish. then wait for her. then no eat. =( then dinner. wait til 9+ then reach hm then eat. sad. are u all making use of me? tdy. y are u ignoring all my msgs? tdy was fun! =) i woke up at 7+ then prep prep prep. then went out at 7.15. then limp to kallang mrt. to meet casandra and jean.then sit train. then we saw hui qing! so qiao la! haha. same mrt, same carriage. haha. then call her over. then tok together. then bishan. went to bread talk. bought bread. nice! heh heh. then walked to hq. then tok tok tok. then walk to stadium. haha. then we drill outside the carpark, on the road. zzz. 8+ 9+ to 11+ shiok. then found out tat our skul drill alot of tings diff? nvm. we'll try and change? then ms ng cme. call as help to sell sweets. haha. gt sample! and its super nice!!! =) so if u wan buy. can find me. its oi $1. so. ya. and then. we went to hq. i bought trefoil. coz my trefoil rusty le. nv buy whistle. coz i dun find a nd to buy it. haha. then i bought cracker. frm hq. haha. its nice can? haha. then we went bishan. ate mos burger. queue super ong. wait super long. food cme super long ltr. and hui qing! while waiting for us to finish our food. she brought her maths hmwrk there to do! omg! no wonder she top. haiz. then went hm. nobdy. then me and my dog in my rm. we two lie down. lie lie lie. then fell aslp. haha. together. haha. then slp slp slp. wake up. ahhh! 5pm! tuition late le! then faster prep. then chiong there. haha. cannt too fast. coz i limping. haha. then tuition. then went hm. lalala~ then start use com lo. nth much. bb. Saturday, April 05, 2008 tdy was fun fun fun. =) woke up at 6.20? then prep prep then go skul. 6.40 left hm wit a bag and a gabbage bag. gabbage bag filled wit bottles. =)although its super early went i left hm, for a sat. bt theres still ppl on the streets. (i wonder y ppl wake up so early on a sat.) so. those on the streets and roads were looking at me. probably tinking y am i carrying a gabbage bag? santa claus~ then!!!! i reach skul. lolz. lame. went in guides rm. put gabbage bag down. went canteen look for hui qing they all. all re-tying their hair. we 1 gang de. all tie 2 ponytails. haha. then pin patch on sleeve. roll call. check attire. then. bring tings go up bus. set off to kc! in the bus. fun! we started sum songs....which is.... i dun tink they will wan me to say la hor? lolz. so i wont b saying. its a secretly for all gg oni. (those in the 1st bus) haha. then we kept singing. so cool la. then reach kc. instructions were given. we asked them to walk faster bt every1 was lyk strolling. mrs teo abit tl?? im nt sure. bt she sound tl. ok. then went off to or diff locations. and start wrking! =) we shifted the table. a made it a """square""" which dun look lyk 1. haha. then we started twisting sum balloons b4 the brownies cme. to "decor" the place. haha. then the brownies cme. there oni lyk 3 cme? then we very sad. bt at last more and more brownies cme. then lyk we gt more and more busy. so i kept tying balloons til hand very very pain. ='( so i stopped. bt continued my own balloon sculpturing at super slow speed. haha. then aft all the brownies cleared. we went to hall for prize presentation. sang 2 songs.then prize presentation. we bhind playing. haha. then aft tat. went down clear up. clear up halfway mrs teo blow whistle. we went there. she call us eat the food. then dismiss us. then we go eat. then i eat abit. jiu go clear up le. then saw annabel take alot of tings so i helped her take go guides rm. then she told us kc ppl haven eat. then i ook down. its lyk all th food are gone? then im so so paiseh. then i told her tat i tink gm ppl has finish the food then ask they all eat wad. so guilty!!! then clear up. sweep floor. call gm guides help out. say 2 times. all still sit there dun wan move. then i buay tahan. so i went to sweep up the floor myself. aft sweeping up, realise heather and hui qing following me. haha. then we went to hall. nth to clear. then went dow. ask ms ng wad else to do. then she say fall in outside the music rm. went there. all so guai sit in patrol le. wa! haha. debrief. then taps. then went to take bags. haha. alot bags. o.O then went off. to parkway. nt really. went to mac. eat. play. talk. gossip. i hate the macdonalds auntie! i duno y? bt i suggest tat since mac has so much money to buy tv for every outlet, i suggest tat they shd send them to courses. sum etiquette courses tat teaches them hw to respect their customers. i hv gotten alr 2 similar cases! and 1 of them is a manager! mayb i shdnt say tis. bt i hv to. i believe TAT MANAGER is bootlick then they promote de lo. shd say abt the last time. or mayb my prev post hv or sth? i 4gt. tdy one was lyk. tat auntie was taking all our orders at a goal. heather, hui qing, si hui then me. (in order) then she settled heather's. heather went to the side. then hui qing too. went to the side wit heather. then si hui. then she went to take extra tray and put it there. ok. i tot gt another order or sth. then she gv si hui a burger. then si hui standing there. (she ordered a meal) tis is hw the con went... (the auntie wit the very frustrated tone) auntie: gurl, y u still standing here? si hui: u haven gime my fries and drink auntie: really? i tot u oni ordered burger? si hui: no. i ordered a meal. filet student meal *the other tray has a meal wit 1 extra drink* auntie: really? wheres ur receipt? si hui: u didnt gime a receipt auntie: cannt b. i gv every1 a receipt me: auntie u really nv gv her receipt. *she sees another try* auntie: is tis urs? no (toking to herself) me: tat is correct juz tat theres 1 extra coke on the tray auntie: tat means its nt hers la! *manager cmes" manager: wad happen? me: erm. my fren haven gt her meal ready *manager sees receipt, pass to si hui* manager: is tis ur order? *si hui sees receipt* si hui: yes *manager took out the extra coke* manager: here u go si hui:ty aunite: aiya. tis kind of ppl make tings diff for ppl. nt really the correct script. bt it went sumhw lyk tat or more chia lat. is lyk wth?! she's the one who is making tings diff for us. nt us making tings diff for her. wth!!! e ren xian gao zhuang. (o.O my chi improved. haha) me and si hui was super angry wit her. and u noe b4 tis was... heather and huiqing stand together. then me and si hui stand together. then tis. pri-skul-lyk-guy went in between me and heather. lyk cut us into 2-2. then in between hui qing and heather. we are lyk. super stunned can? coz we in the queue. then he at there:"excuse me. excuse me" so we ade way la. then we went into the queue. lolz. i feel lyk shouting at him lo. lyk:"hello? do u noe we are in the queue? could u pls MOVE to the back?" bt i didnt la. see him small. haha. then he ordered... the con between him and the same particular auntie... boy: aunite 1 oreo mcflurry auntie: mcflurry machine spoil no hv boy: er. then strawberry sundae auntie: THE WHOLE MACHINE HOR. U WAN WAD DAE OSO DUN HV HOR. *boy walks away sadly* its lyk. the auntie obvious has tis misconception tat students or children hv to money. tis kind of auntie shdnt b given a job. i noe its aging population. bt. u noe? she will oni help the company to lose money. if tdy she serves my mum wit the same attitude, my mum will go and guai lan her? lyk. aft she finish takinbg finish her order. then order full alr. then she wont juz say. its ok. cancel my order nw. we are alr being very kind nt to do tat alr. mayb we shd teach the auntie sth. nwadays, the students mite hv more money then adults? nxt time i pay go infront of u and buy frm u a 60 cent ice cream cone, i could simply take out a piece of $100 to pay for it. i she hw u find change for me. u wan play cme la. im nt scared of u. spoil our day lo. idiot. since we are nw learning hw to rite complain letter in skul, mayb we shd gv the honour to mac and let them hv my 1st master piece man. i really hope tat i would nt hv a 3rd time entaining tis kind of ppl wit tis kind of tings lo. Thursday, April 03, 2008 try nt to read bt i cant control u. wadever. i really really nd sum1 to tok to.its lyk super stressed this yr. prob at hm. prob in skul. prob at aunt's hm. prob wit tuition. prob wit everyting. i shdnt nt elaborate wad probs im stucked with at hm right nw. mayb i would tell. mayb i wouldnt. see hw 1st. its lyk i couldnt really find sum1 to really sit down and tok. or mayb i couldnt trust u or sth lyk tat. bt. its lyk. when i wan to tok to u abt it. coincidentally u will hv other tings to tok to me abt. so. i hv nv had a chance to tok to u at it? mayb i will try to find 1 day, 1 really fine day, where both of us. only us. could really sit down and tok abt it. the rest? i duno? i juz couldnt trust them? mayb i shd try opening up to others. prob in skul. lots of it. if u hv noticed. i had been trying very hard to focus. and had really find time to sit down, nt to play, bt to really study and do my hmwrk. which is rather gd. bt the ting is, when im trying to pull myself up, suddenly all the burden cme to me. its lyk u are alr carrying a 5 kg rice. then no one cme to help. and adds another 5 kg of rice for u to take. all of u are lyk wa! high rank leh. hv u ever tot of hw big the responsibility is? and do u actually find out tat its really diff to really find extra time to rest and play or mayb even go out? hmmm. for u all it seemed easy. all u hv mite nt b wad i hv. i really wan to noe hw ppl could cope wit all the tings going ard them. i really hope tat one day, i can put down all my electronic devices lyk hp or mayb even tv and really start wrking very hard to make tings rite. bt will tis do? i shd try. a 1 day trail. bt is it possible? prob at aunt's hse. yes. i noe i shd b caring abt them. bt. wad can i really do? its lyk since their father is .... ya. then my hse every1 has to take care of them. we had to discipline them. and i had been brain-washing them for lyk hw many yrs? i duno? its lyk we hv to b their "fathers" frm nw on. we hv to discpline them in the sense tat. ya. sum hw take charge of their life? yea. prob wit tuition. yes. i noe i gt alot of assessments. bt. i dun hv time to look at it. dun even tok abt doing it. is lyk. my tuition teacher is willing to spend time to teach me. and gime hmwrk. and help me mrk? bt. i cant really find time? im really very guilty lo. mayb 1 day i shd finish up all my assessment. til where we had stopped. yes. i'll try. and i'll try very hard to achieve tis short term goal for myself. then is lyk. even my bro? lyk. we werent tat close? so i couldnt really tell him my probs? in fact. i couldnt tell any1 at hm my prob. and lately. i couldnt really slp. all thx to my very considerate bro. his hp ring and ring and ring in the midnight. then i duno y? my hse here nw gt trend or sth? ppl keep quarrelling in the middle of the nite. i cant really slp. sad. then pw was ly. !@#$%^& i dun even wish to tok abt it. its lyk. nobdy wanted to cooperate wit u? then lyk. u set tis dateline. then nobdy cared. they gv u anytime they wanted. so. wads the point of hving a dateline then? ok. mayb u tell me u didnt hv time to finish up on time. i've extended. u said ok. on tat day. u didnt send to me still. wth. when i said it was supposed to b handed in to me by mon. every1 agree. til nw. tmr we hv to pass up. i rang up all of u who haven pass up. and u conviently said tat u didnt noe abt it. wad u wan me to do? run to ur hse and box u? and i asked u to print out our grp's report. u said it was too many pgs. waste ur ink. wth?! then u expect me to do everyting? u tink so easy ah? u cme do la. i really hope u didnt do the speech card and i'll see hw u explain to every1. gdluck tmr man. and til nw. im still waiting for 1 more person who haven send me his/her part. and i haven revise for my phy test which is tmr? hw am i suppose to cope? |
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