Sunday, September 30, 2007

=( im starting to regret... regret nt studying... regret nt listening during lesson... regret for di siao-ing in class... regret for nt starting revision early... regret nt doing my daily wrk... regret nt doing hmwrk... regret nt doing my tuition wrk... regret for di siao-ing in tuition time... and MORE MORE MORE... nw i hv totally nt enough time to revise le... i 4gt all the maths formulae... die... i haven started on my art... die... i haven learn chi de shen zi... die... i duno whether i can cope wit sci nt... die... the stuffs i have read for hist juz cannt go into my brains... die... i duno hw to revise for lit... die... i gt no time for geo... die... everything die... im dead for sure... i duno whether i can pass nt...i can 4gt abt going into pure sci tat every1 wanted mi to go...
ok... nw wad i hv to tell myeslf... juz try my best... cannt go in for pure sci, then take poa... coz tats the 2 subs i hv been struggling wit... so... juz relax... sit for the exam... and then... tats it... aft the exam... HV FUN! woo!
still tinking... y shd we hv exam?to make ppl stress? if tis is so... then the government muz b sick in their mind... an y cant we juz chose for the sub we want? y muz consider our mrks 1st ne? siao...
2nd ting i hv to tell myself... STOP SMSING TAT MUCH!!! I WILL HV TO PAY FOR MY OWN BILL IF OVER $50... bt the ting is... hw? the basic fee alr $38 le lo... haiz... sumore exam leh... hv to ask qu through sms ma... and hv to distress by communicating... lolz... mi and my excuses... and i tink tat my eyesight (the degree) is gtting worser and worser... lolz... too much bks... lolz... zzz...
and the sad ting is my bro gtting more and more guai lan... and! nt fair! i hving exam, he holi lo... and he play com... on the sound, play maple the gt the *bish bash bish bash* sound... hw i study leh? and he on sound on light on tv on com... (alot electricity wasted... i noe) bt the ting is hw i slp?! he can play til 6 am in th morning leh!!! nv tink of mi de lo... haiz... and! his fren cme... i hv to siam... go living rm, go dad rm... (they cme play/ study... bt usually is play la) my fren cme... i call him go out... he call mi go dad rm study... wth?! dad rm oso no place put table? hv... in front of the toilet... where gt ppl fren cme call fren go sit outside the toilet de? wth la! cb... then he say i keep using his fren cme i hv siam as excuse... tats a fact lo... guilty then say la! cb... i dun care... mum tues cme back, i confirm wan complain to her le... wth la! i alr back off 1 step call him use my laptop go living rm or other rm play le, he dun wan jiu shi dun wan... guai lan... at last bo bian... go the rm my parents rent out to the person de... she cme back, then too bad lo... if she say we go in witout her permission then dun wan rent then... too bad... blame my bro... lalala~ who call hi dun wan cme out... juz too bad... if u all dun blieve hw guai lan i say to u my bro is... ask si hui... she my witness...
gtg revise or do art or wad nt le... bb...


Sunday, September 16, 2007

let's cut the long story short... i gt a new dear le... by chance... lolz... i chance u cannt see...
I gt a new dear le... and HER name is QIAN YUN...
lolz... 160907... nice date hor? go buy 4D... lolz... or toto? haha! im nw attached... lolz... very lame sia... =.= anyway... i too happy to poast tdy... happy happy happy... lolz...


Sunday, September 09, 2007

fri! went for kayaking. met them at aljunied mrt at 9am. tok tok tok. then every1 reach le. so go together. yt sit car there leh! (to aljunied mrt nia) rich kia. frm mac there walk to mrt oni a few steps nia oso hv to sit car sia. aiyo. u noe u polluting the earth nt. no wonder gt global warming. haha! jkjk.
so we sat mrt to there. then walk there. then finally reach kallang sea sports. then we sit down there tok play di siao. the normal things we use to do lo. then the instructor cme. then call us take paddle and life jacket. then meet him at the kayak boats there. then tok tok tok. gv instructions. then take kayak then chu fa!!! very sian. no mood to kayak. haiz. then we play play. kayak here kayak there. then splash water at juniors and seniors. then blah blah blah. then lunch break. went to beach rd de market eat. yt, si hui and michelle eat chicken chop. i eat natchos cheese fish and chip. mine was nice according to them. the chicken chop isnt nice. as i can see hw yt cut her chicken chop, super hard, the chips flew. hahahaha!then we went back to the place LATE!!! bt no scolding. heh heh. then go wear back everyting. then go back kayak. still no mood. then yt at bhind keep on gabrielle faster. gabrielle where ur fighting spirit? then quite tl. sry ah. then haiz. then kayak. then suay! tio hit by the paddle 7 times!!! suay rite? 5 times by yt. 2 times by other ppl. suay. then play the wad? crossing the kayak game? suay! im the 1st 1 tio called. wth?! then the kayak moving to shore. so they say dun play first. kayak go other place. then play again. then change here change there. then i ended up wit yt again. haha! so zhun. then the stupid instructor say wad. kallang wave. wth?! on the kayak leh. then alt shouting and screaming took place. then sit down back. then go back. play water captain's ball? quite sian. then sit there slack. then me, yt and si hui take pic. heh heh. then go bring kayak, life jacket and paddle to wash. then bathe. coz very lil cubicle ma. so i bathe wit yt in the same cubicle lo. wit our clothes on. coz oni i gt bring soap and shampoo and conditioner. bt all a lil bit nia. so i share wit yt, si hui and michelle.
aft tat. me, yt and si hui went to bugis walk walk. then go kfc eat. then yt nv eat she say she no appetite. then she went hm 1st. then me and si hui eat finish le, go hm. walk to mrt station. 1 min left mrt cme. then we chiong. then suay. 4gt shoe n friction. slide. almost fell and sprain my ankle. then pain ma. so i jumping. si hui nv saw wad happen. saw mi jumping nia. then she tot y i dancing??? er? then i tell her. then she hold mi go dwn together. me limping. bt heng lai de ji. then go in mrt. then go hm. ya. tats all i tink. tat day is super suay.


Wednesday, September 05, 2007

ytd... gt national heritage trail... okok lo... quite sian la... smsing ppl while walking... missed the grveyard... we didnt go!!! so sad...i lyk lo... XD mayb im too... ya... went to amos street food court to eat... eat shui jiao mian + share zha wanton... very nice... =)
finish 6 sites... gd lo... they oni hv to do 6... we hv to complete all leh... last yr...my patrol is the most pathetic de... oni gt 2 ppl... mi and athirah...
aft the trail... oni 2+ nia... so mi, si hui, jaime, crystal and hui qing go central shop shop... the shopping centre quite small lo... then crystal found out her wallet lost... trailed back for her wallet... cannt find... there goes her wallet... then continue to shop for crystal's dad bdae pres... then they went hm... left mi alone shop... go round... saw NEWBIE!!! woo~ bought sth frm there tat cost mi $20+... then go round again... nth much... went hm...
take mrt... stupid enough... i took the train to outram... shd take to douby gaut... nearer... dumb... nvm... i gt plenty of time to spare...
reach aljunied... on my way hm... saw tis guy witout shirt... er? the he shouting lots of tings... i dun tink u all will wan to noe...
then he cme tok to mi... huh? here goes the con...(in chi)
guy: miss, nw wad time ah?
mi: (look at hp) 5pm
guy: ok... ty... y u cme hm so late?
mi: er... go skul...
him: oh... until so late ah?
mi: er... ya... okok lo...
him: er... wads ur name?
mi: (tinking whether shd tell him nt) gabrielle?
him: huh?
mi: (louder) gabrielle
him: oh... where u live?
mi: (gtting pissed off... tinking: y shd i tell him...[to b friendly]) er... sims drive...
him: where?
mi: er... sims drive... in front oni...
him: oh... quite near ma
mi: ya... (tats y im WALKING hm?)
silence
him: muz study hard hor
mi: er? ok...
him: muz study hard... dun b lyk mi... lyk useless bum lyk tat...
mi: orh... (smile)
him: y u so gentle?
mi: er? nt really la...
him: just nw i shout coz gt a grp of gurls wan hit a guy
mi: really?
him: ya... dun b lyk them oso..
mi: ok... (of coz nt *winks*)
him: im a pervert
mi: huh?!
him: im a pervert... see i nv wear shirt anyhw walk here walk there
mi: (smile) er... hah! no la...
him: u muz b careful hor... dun lyk tat anyhw tok to ppl...
mi: (it's u who tok to mi 1st... i reply coz i wanted to b friendly?) er... orh...
turned away to stop the conversation + wanted to cross the road...
crossed the road... saw him again... wit his shirt on... so fast sia?
then went hm...
nth much happened ltr on... i still feel weird abt tat guy... who on earth will call himself or herself a pervert? siao... bt i muz admit tat he's quite friendly la... new friend? hah!
and for ppl lyk... u noe i noe no nd say... i noe u wan to noe his figure...
no nice... although thin... bt no packs... bt gt 1 big pack... ard my size... bt slimmer... and 1/2 head taller than mi? ya... tats all... he wearing jeans... so DUN ASK MI ABT THE LEG... tats all i noe... 1 more ting... he nt handsome de...


Monday, September 03, 2007

wth? so suay lo... i tio rejected by the stupid HQ ppl... nabei... i cant go to new zealand... nt fair la! wad i do wrong seh? haiz... im gonna ask ms ng y they reject mi... and i wan a very gd explaination... if is the name tag? im gonna scold ms ng... and cannt b wad... if is name tag then y crystal ying tian heather they all can go? it's nt fair la! i wan go de leh... u tink my mum will bring mi there meh? wll lo...
made pizza for mum, dad, bro, cuzins (ah long[jimmy] and rui jing[jonathan]), gu gu, ah ma, vivian, si hui, ying tian, qian yun, qian yun's mum, man pei and of coz MYSELF!=)[ppl muz enjoy and appreciate hor... coz i bunrt my fingers for tat...] they said it was nice... so... gd la... mum nv eat until... coz she nv cme hm... and my fking dad? he ate 3??? my share and mum share gone... shdn't i b happy tat sum1 appreciated my pizza? mayb i shd... better than sum1... my cuzin didnt gt the chance to eat... coz they slp le... mayb it's heng? then my bro had extra... actually 1 person 1 oni la... then i made double for si hui and MYSELF! of coz... bt my extra piece kena eaten by my dad and my mum's oso... so i sub it as my cuzin's share lo... then i still gt mine again... bt my bro lyk ma... so i gave him my extra one lo... then we share the spagetti i cooked for cook's badge... i tink no gd... mostly bcoz the prawn wasn't fresh... and i tink i overcooked it... coz the sauce gt very strong de prawn smell... so i added lots of cheese... =X too much... nw the spaghetti totally is the cheese the smell nia... i eat sum oni then gv bro... coz i full le... and he very hungry... then i gave him my share of campbelle soup oso... i cooked at cook's badge oso...
ytd aft all tis... i actually wan post de...bt coz i plug in the laptop de plug... then *POP* si bei loud lo... then i chua tio... nabei la! the spark damn big sia! lyk firewrk lyk tat leh... mini de la... bt bigger than at the sec 2 camp make de firewrk... imagine... my bro even chua tio... then mi leh? i told vivian, si hui and qian yun... vivian said 'if is me, i sure cry de', qian yun said 'if is me, i sure faint' haha! then si hui said 'izit i make spoil de?' (coz she came to my hse play com) my bro tio chua gt 2 reason... 1st... the spark... super big... 2nd... i tot his com said bb to him... coz blackout... short cicuit... then dad jiu at there kpkb le... i alr gou tl liao... he still make mi more tl... nabei...

y cant u ever appreciate wad i hv done for u? wth is wrong wit u? u oways said tat we take it for granted... u oso wad... hw u wan others to treat u is hw u treat others ma... ppl gv u ting eat is for u to enjoy... is for u to appreciate it... nt for u to say wad are the bad points and hw u can improve on it... lyk u oways said... when u cook, wad u wan is juz to see their happiness and their smile on their faces... u lyk to hear ppl say 'eh... tis one is gd bt can improve by ......... tat one oso can improve by ..........' u oso dun lyk ma... if i tell u tis..i noe u sure will say 'ppl nd improvements to b a better person... yes i totally agree wit tat... bt wad i meant was... we nd ways of improvement, bt we nd more of encouragements ma... so wad if i hv improved? so wad if i gt to the way u wan mi to? so wad if i gt gd grades? so wad if i gt degrees? so wad if i gt masters? so wad if i can really b a prof? so wad if i gt to the top? so wad if i can b the best of the best? its of no use wad... u oso wont appreciate rite? all u would say is... u did it for urself nt for us... i noe... bt.. when will u b proud of mi? y u oways take other ppl who is better than mi to compare wit me? lyk last time... in pri skul... i gt 1st for chi... and wad did u do or say? nth... no rewards no compliments... all i gt back is... y are u so happy? she (frm other class[1st class]) done it better than u... wth la! then last time maths... ms liew said oni less than 10 pass... and i gt back the paper and i passed i gt 56! and wad did u say? who gt the highest? i said desmond... then u said... hw much? then i said 75mrks... then wad u said? y can he gt 75 and u gt oni 56? so i said... he maths pro lai de... gt go for maths olympic de... then wads ur reply? y are u oways finding excuses? so wad if he's a maths pro? u can oways b better than him wad? wth? sec1... i told u i did very badly for the test... i said i tink i wont even gt into f22... mayb i will drop to f23 or sth lyk tat... wad u say? oh... ok... if u go into f22, i'll take a chalet for u and ur frens to stay in... result cme out: gabrielle went into f22... ying tian? f21 wad u say? y ppl can go into f21 u cannt? y oni f22? i alr told u rite? i tink i did badly for the test... and where did my chalet go? until nw i still haven gt lo... sec 2... in front of every1 u cared... bhind? scoldings take place... my sa1 result... i did very badly... i cannt concentrate during the test... coz im sick... hw can a sick person concentrate in class? nt even on tv la! wads more in a test? she didnt even bring mi to the doc... all she does is scold mi for nt going to the doc myself... u nv gv mi money to go to the doc... u didnt even pass mi my pocket money... hw am i suppose to go to the doc witout a single cent in my pocket? u teach mi la! and blame it on mi tat i didnt take cared of myself during the test... u tink i wan to gt sick de meh? siao... sec 2 still... i sprained my hand... did u even notice tat i sprained my hand? did u even care? did u even ask? did u even see im hving difficulties wit my left hand? the ans to all is no u didnt... wad happens? i went to the doc myself... and the doc asked... y u cme alone? ur mum nv follow u here? sprain hand very chia lat de leh... wad can i say? all i can do is to defend u... try nt to let u lose face... i replied... orh... mummy still working... nt free bring mi cme down... she duno i sprain my hand... coz i oni tdy then sprain... to say the truth, it has been more then a wk alr... and she is out wit her fren, and nt working... i dun really lie... if u noe mi well... bt... juz bcoz i wanted to defend u... i lied... then nxt few days aft my hand recover... rui jing sprained his leg... wad my aunt's 1st reaction? bring him to see the tie da doc... aft i noe, i really feel lyk crying lo... im tinking to myself... y other ppl mum will care for their child? y my mum dun? i really wan an ans lo...i may juz brake down or explode again... and i dun hope to do tat...




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gabuu.
17 yrs old
28/03/93
single.
963442**

once again,
you broke my heart..
you'll never understand
the amount of pain
that i've been through..
boy, i need you.
i love you.
but when will you realise that?

you treat me well,
you treat me bad.
i dont understand boy.
what exactly do you want?
either way..
all that i know..
the only thing i know..
is that i miss you:)
no matter what happens,
im going to stay by your side..
forever...

im happy with the lil-est things that you did for me:)
i'll smile because you want me to.
i'll cry if you want me to.
i'll pout for you to care for me.
i'll frown at the things you did,
but i'll turn to you and say i love you.
& thats if you give me the chance....

& the story will go on and on..
til one day we forget each other.



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