Saturday, August 25, 2007

finally i post again... although very relectant... bt... ya... decided to post... in point form...

-1st ting
-int camp interview
-sucks
-interviewer was definitely picking on mi...
-feel sad for mi
-i can 4gt abt going for the int camp
-she see mi buay song
-she said,'(pointing to crystal) ur scarf isnt tied neatly. (pointing to mi) ur scarf is nt even a sq. (pointing to yt) ur scarf is ok.'
-and oso,'y are u wearing ur name tag?' i say,'teacher say we nd wear' she say,'bt u are nt supposed to wear ur name tag when u are wearing ur full u'
-oh ya! crystal and yt was lyk zi kua-ing crystal said she is easy-going, and yt said she is fun-loving... im nt tat thick-skinned to kua myself, so i didnt really said gd stuffs abt myself... (no offence to yt, crystal and fans of theirs) hah!

-2nd ting
-aft interview
-went bishan junction8
-shop
-hui qing, heather and vivian bought gachapoons
-and hui qing, crystal and heather bought brownie and walnut cake mix?
-went kfc
-ate cheese fries for lunch
-no appetite

-3rd ting
-went skul
-thanksgiving
-stood there
-bside wei lun =.=
-when juz start standing, wei lun at bside at there,'ms leong leh ms leong leh!' im lyk 'huh? u tell mi for wad? bt i replied wit a 'orh' lo... wadever la
-sian
-my specs slide down to my nose
-si hui mdm gave mi permission to move in sir-di-ya position, then the np senior say 'wa! teach junior do wrong ting sia' or sth lyk tat?
-then went to canteen
-fooled ard
-wang da ma cme down and scold mi and crystal
-suay lo
-we juz started playing
-then cme down
-jiu kena scold
-haiz. suay
-then raina mdm gt prize
-they cheered in the canteen
-mi?
-my tinking: wad for cheer when she cant even hear us?
-so i sarcasticly said,'cheer for wad? siao. she oso cannt hear'
-dun care la
-then gt sum stupid prefect gt prize
-then we all at there bad mouth him. hah!
-then raina mdm and ester mdm gt the 'guai guai xiao hai' prize.
-then we all (my table) all went wa!
-then 2nd formation ppl go
-then 3rd and 4th go
-im in the 4th
-they say cannt let the vip see we there
-so we hid under the staircase
-then go in formation
-false alarm
-then lac
-then vip wan cme out
-all ready
-then all sir-di-ya
-then vip walk pass
-and i heard mr lim said tis,'tis block is 6 storeys high, so we built 2 lifts'
-wth
-he say until lyk is for us lo
-then dismiss to eat
-then we find mdm thurrayya 1st
-see nd help out nt
-then she say no nd
-then we go eat
-the food sux can?
-the cabbage is lyk hard hard de, bitter bitter de
-then the other vege is lyk lan diao or wad lo... soft soft de
-then the chicken patty is lyk watery watery de
-then put until lyk pepper is free de lyk tat
-then the drumstick although its oso nt nice
-bt i find the drumstick the nicest frm the meal
-and last bt nt least! the rice!
-omg!
-the rice rite? u can even use ur fork to cha down to eat it.
-can u imagine hw hard it is?
-yes, gt gravy
-bt the gravy lyk shark fin or wad lo
-they gv oni tis bit
-wth
-then go hm

-4th ting
-at hm
-watch superstar
-oww
-sad
-benjamin out
-then zhengning oso out
-i dun lyk zheng ning and keely
-i tink they very jiao bin
-i lyk both the guys
-both oso cute
-their singing oso nice lo
-mi and si hui lyk discussing lo
-then the last time de jue dui superstar ppl cme oso
-then i see all jiao bin
-then i tell my bro,'jiao bin no wonder they out'
-then my bro call one of thegurl chio bu, then the othe one say lyk fuck b4, and the other one blowjob face.......
-tis time de superstar ppl. hah!
-aft the ting end
-then sian
-then use com
-ltr playing audition wit bro

im sian... bt i wan go le... bb...


Tuesday, August 21, 2007

so bored... nw listening to ah ma tok tok tok... ok... tdy as usual went to skul... hist... bored... do correction... 4gt do hmwrk... dun dare say... then pe... coz gt ppl mc tdy, so tdy no run, nxt wk run together... so play 'pickle ball' i lyk lo! bt i duno hw to play... cannt run much la... hv limited space... then recess... cannt find rachael they all, went down to canteen wit yt, then i walk away... then buy pink dolphin then i found rachael and gang! at last... then eat tok play di siao... usual stuff... then go class... die! 4gt bring art stuffs... then borrow... frm si hui... ty si hui... then go art rm... sian.. do the colour wheel again... blah blah blah... then eng... tok abt the goal card and cip... then chinese... slacked... tok to chuan yee... di siao wit weng tat and arun... then pc... tok abt cip... sian... im the leader of flea market... sian... hv to collect stuffs and conduct a 'meeting' tmr... then... aft skul... went to find si hui... find ms ng wit her... ask abt the price of int camp... she say the sirfare shdnt b tat ex, then i say, i ytd went to check, is 500 cheaper... then she say... ya... frm the total can minus AT LEAST 500... and the NZ and MOE will b subsidising another AT LEAST 500... so minus 1000 le... then i called mum... she say ok... can let mi go... bt T&C applied... there goes my PSP... ='( then call umi bring my photo here... then paste, then pass up... nt really pass up lo... is put in her pigeon hole... then... go hm... play com... blogged... nw waiting for time to pass, to go tuition... haiz... bored... mayb i shd start doing my tuition hmwrk? yea... so i go do tuition hmwrk le... bb... oh ya! b4 i go, i hv to thank ping ling and reachael for lending mi their hist txtbk to vivian and yan fang... although doesnt concern mi, bt still is mi borrow frm u guys ma... so hv to say ty... ty very much... =)


Friday, August 17, 2007

imissyou


Thursday, August 16, 2007

ok la... tdy PFT i failed... wth la! by 16s oni leh... hv to say sry to kirstin coz i hai her fail oso... bt i made BIG improvements... thank kirstin abt it... bt i still failed... very tl abt it... i chiong-ed leh! nt fair la! hv to retest... then recess, nth much actually... then... geo lesson... slpy... and finally! tdy mrs lau so gd lo... she let us slp/tok for 10 min... actually she say 5, bt she gave 10... =) I SLPT... duh... obviously... ok... then she teach again... then sci... tdy... she finally is on task... cool! im attentive in class... and its a gd sign! then eng... gt word power test... i can tell u tat im going to fail my word power... i noe the meanings bt i duno wads the synonym... ok... so wad if im stupid? idiot la! if i really pass, im going to cme hm and bai bai say ty le lo...i long time no bai bai le... XD then mdm shirin wan meet us aft skul tok awhile... then tok lo... then i lyk the bad gurl at there keep calling her to faster lyk tat... bt bo bian la... gt guides at 2.30 ma... and yt and si hui waiting for mi at the back... then they came in to see see look look lo... then go down for lunch... i ate the spagetti... NICE! i lyk! ok... then 2.25... eat finish... then went to change... b4 going, i was di siao-ing anthony... call him sit there look aft our bag and call him help mi return plate when we cme back... and! he very obedient lo... we went to change, then go guide rm tok tok... then i ask them i still gt time to eat nt, bt they say no... then we went back to the canteen... then anythony really sitting down there looking aft our bag... OMG! he's so gd... ok... so he kp-ing... i dun mind... he's a GD BOY! XD ok... so i swear-ed tat i will nv ever kick him or hit him... (bt doesnt mean i cannt 'bend' his head down forcefully... =D then... mi and si hui went to buy burger... im really very hungry... then go guides rm... then hv to keep the burger... so sad... i oni ate 1/2 then keep lo... then went to hall... blah blah blah... then bb and np there oso... then nv see my cuzin there... so i smsed him... then... we gt our positions... then dismiss... then he replied tat he gt tuition... then i say oh... icic... then he replied who are u? wth!!! he dun even noe who i am... grr... ok... so i called to scold him... XD then... i help colour party to tie the flag thing... then we went to shop n save wit si hui mdm then go to the za huo dian to buy things... then while waiting, i bought ice pop... then ching siew gt 2 ice creams and hui ying gt 1 ice cream and ying tian gt 1 ice pop too... then... went back to skul... slacked... then went hm... then do hm econs... bt no use la... liu zhi nvsend mi the pic, i oso cannt pass up tmr le... sian... so i gave up on doing the hm econs and cme to blog lo... gtg bb


Monday, August 13, 2007

grrr... all i can do nw is tolerate and tolerate more and tolerate more... and try harder and harder to let go of all the probs... wtf la! ahhhhhhhhh... i feel lyk screaming my head off... y can adults hv prob gt stressed up and scold us child... y cant we children do the same towards them? y cant children gt stressed up too? they oso hv to handle wit their studies, their _____ frenz and alotother probs leh...when u tell us ur probs, u expect us to support u and agree wit wad u tink... bt when we tell u our probs? u will oni shout back at us... when u gt accused, u stand up for urself, and expect us to stand up for u... bt if we gt accussed, all u do is analyse the prob, even if there's noprob tat lies wit us, u still find fault wit us, for wadever unreasonable reason u hv lo... lyk wad the skul teaches us, and hw u oways tells mi... hw u wan ppl to treat u, hw u treat other ppl...wad else can i do? everybdy wans mi to let it go... yes... i oso wan let go... bt u tink so easy meh? it's harder to do than say leh... although i may look happy on the outside, bt my heart is bleeding from the inside...ok la... lyk wad chimologist ng (ying tian) said: 'may the path be set straight when the time come. wish you all the best.' XD

P.S. no one realised tat since the 4th aug, i sms nv use words lyk 'lolz' and 'haha' they are replaced by smiley faces... i dun tink any of u noes y, and im nt saying...


Friday, August 10, 2007

8 aug
went out wit my san jie the last time... went to bugis wit bro, wilson and san jie... saw heather and crystal outside papa beard... then tok for awhile... then walk away... then go buy four leave bread... then go arcade... saw my cuzin classmate... then play a lil... no mood to play la... duno y... then go take neoprint wit cuzin... fun! she carry me up... =D go shop shop... san jie bought a ah gurl and ah boi earring for mi... i lyk it! woo~ nice lo! then went for movie... SECRET! nice... starting was funny... ending was touching... then saw melissa in the theatre... the go toilet, saw her again... then mi and san jie go hm... bro and wilson duno go where... went hm, san jie packed her stuff...
9 aug
national day! woke up... smsed sum ppl... stayed at hm... watch tv... then ard 5 lyk tat, headed to changi airport... ate at coffee shop... blah blah blah... then go departure hall... san jie went in... b4 go in, hug mum, auntie agnes, en hao and en hao's bro... mum and san jie cried... we laughed... went in... waved gdbye... then go my bedok hse awhile... go eat chicken wings... coz my san jie loves chicken wing... so i smsed her to make her jealous(tis is wad my mum wans mi to do)... then en hao's bro help mi tui my back... damn pain can?! go hm... too tired to do anything... fell aslp...
10 aug
san jie replied my msg... funny sia! she scolded mi cb... blah blah blah... 12+ lyk tat... went to circuit rd to meet up wit qy... walked there... bought balloon... start walking again... guess who i saw!!! =D man pei... and gang... smsed him... then blah blah blah... then go circuit rd... went to a playground nxt to SUM1's(dun wish to dirty my blog wit his name) hse... played wit the swing awhile... then go geylang east slack slack... and then found out tat... I LOST THE EARRING SAN JIE GAVE MI!!! omg! i oni wore it for 1 time lo... kaoz... nt even 24 hours leh! tinking of going back to look at it... bt... cannt la... the range of possiblity where it is, is between kallang to paya lebar leh!!! siao... then 4gt it la... then go sec skul... go meet alson... then go in sec skul... went opening everybdy's locker... fun time there... bt hand damn pain... then went mac... slacked... i di siao ppl... (of coz la! if nt i wont b gabrielle le ma...) then saw jun kai bro... then cannt di siao le... ltr kena caught... then hui ying, ching siew, and 2 other sec 1 guys cme in... di siao more... fun fun! then the keith cme in... di siao even more... XD then he went away... they say he go meet his mum? then 1 sec1 guy went off wit him... then found out i gt balloon... then we blow big big, then smacked into alson's face... then meet yt... then she brought sweet there! then we eat lo... then she call mi keep for her awhile... then went out of mac... then go outside tok tok... then yt say very sian... so she go hm... and then nv bring her sweet wit her... then the other sec1 guy went off for basketball... so left mi, qy, alson, ching siew and hui ying... went to qy's hse slack awhile... then go to the same playground for swing... we all booked the swing... then nobdy can play... then sum small kid cme, then we let them hv 1... then we played wit the other one... then they go away, then we gt all... AGAIN! then play again... had fun there... then ching siew and hui ying went of... then mi and qy go the long long market eat... we SHARED FOOD! *ahem ahem* sumbdy jealous ba? XD alson went to ta bao... me and qy called $4 fried rice, wanton mee and longan drink... and the stupid auntie dun wan gv us extra bowl... wth rite? i oni ask for 1 nia leh... haiz... then eat finish le... actually wan call more de... damn gd appeitite tat day la! bt dun wan lo... then go her hse... played com... then mum called... ask us wan go watch movie nt... ask qy mum... she allow!!! bt we watching midnite show... so... she at my hse STAY OVERNITE!!! *ahem* ppl jealous again... went to watch rush hour 3... damn funny can?! bside mi was an empty seat, so i simply lie down and place my leg there... then most shiok position... and coz we are at the side, front row sumore, we headache in the show... bt manage to finish the whole show...oh ya! to make U more jealous... we shared popcorn(actually i finish the whole thing, coz she dun wan?) and and! we shared drink wit A straw... one straw nia leh... jealous? i noe im lame... back to topic... aft the show, we went arcade... played sum games... then met mum, then go hm together in taxi... go hm... on tv... watch tv... til midnite... then slp... or mayb i fell aslp or wad? i 4gt... =D to make u even jealous-er... SHE SLPT BSIDE MI... =.= ok la...
11 aug
1 thing u muz blame mi nw... i didnt wake up to go skul wit her... ok... wadever la... blame mi for all i care...
tdy... was bored... BORING! woke up at 10... NOBDY'S HM! oni mi and my bro... then i watch tv lo... then bro go out... then left mi and my dog... then awhile ltr, maid cme back... blah blah blah... then i use com lo... ltr at ard 2 lyk tat, i going to AMK hub... im forced to go there... dun guess i go there do wad... coz i dun wish to tok abt it... gtg prep nw... if nt late, my mum will at there kpkb... bb


Sunday, August 05, 2007

ok... although i noe u wont cme my blog, bt i still hv to say ty and sry again lo...
ty for being wit mi ytd... i really very stressed up la... and i oso duno wad to do... ty for counselling mi... ty for being my listening ear... i really nd sum1 to tok to... basically, ty for everyting...
and i oso hv to say sry to u... sry to hold up so much of ur time... and i shdnt hv said so harsh tings abt u la... it's nt even ur fault lo... shdn't put the blame on u... actually u help mi, bt i duno y, i gt u involved... and i shdn't hv said tat i hate u... lyk i said it's nt ur fault... im so sry...
and i dun hope tat there's a 3rd person tat noes wad happen ytd... so... dun tell anyone k? i noe i very lo suo... i told u tis lots of time le... bt i still hv to tell u la... i really am very grateful... ok la... i nw lost for words le... i duno wad to say alr... other than more srys and tys...
sry X 1000
ty X1000
i really appreciated ur help... if u nt there, i duno wad will happen to mi... and... im juz very touched la... 1st time gt ppl really cared abt mi nt lyk family lo... ok la... i end here la... tears cming out again le... ty very much!


Saturday, August 04, 2007

tdy gt rod... woke up at 8.05am? then smsed vivian... then she called... then while toking on the phone, i prepared my stuffs to skul... at 9, i went out... then when go down til 3 storey, then i found, i 4gt to bring the pres... then go back... then 9.15 lyk tat reach skul... then do the card... then run errands... then run here run there... carry chairs, blow balloon, decorate indoor sports hall... then i saw HIM di siao my cuzin... i tl... HE actually treated my cuzin as a dog? then blah blah blah... i dun feel lyk saying anything abt it... then call them sign card...then do game station wit ching siew... then lunch... then patrol time... then malay dance... then WATER BOMB! (the most fun part) i was drenched... then hm... then all drenched... my bag oso wet, coz im wet... cme hm... change shorts, then sit down use com... then tok to HIM again... wtf! (i will censor everyting he said) i dun wish to say it again... no tl... ok... in btw... i lost sum info... when mi and ching siew are preparing the game stuffs, then hv to run here run there ma... then bb raising flag... then we didnt noe they are using the whole basketball court... so we walk pass it lo... then sum sir of theirs shouted:'gt out of the parade sq' then we duno anything ma... then they oni using 1/3 of the basketball court... so i tot their parade sq is oni tat 1/3 then i oso tot tat im in tat 1/3 so i moved to the other 2nd/3 lo... then the sir of theirs shouted:'get out of the parade sq QUICKLY!' i we duno anyting, then i saw them running, then i ran oso lo... wtf la! bb big meh? cb... they could tell us nicely or wad wad... ok la... it's partially our fault tat we didnt stand at attention to show tat we respect their flag... bt they didnt do tat for us too? so is eye for an eye wad... last yr during our gg company camp, they didnt stand at attention when we are raising our flag? then last yr oso... oso during company camp... oso on the same day... they raising flag... then we stood at attention... then aft raise finish they look at us in tis strange way...
ok... i nw nth to say le...
i dun feel lyk blogging... im so stressed up wit all the problems around mi... i had an emotional break down juz nw... i duno wad to do le... family, betrays, pang sairs,anti-social, hypocrites, cb kias, responsibilities and lots of stuffs... i hate all tis la! i mite break down very soon... u mite nt find mi as mi ever again... i nd help... i hate all tis going in my life! y all muz cme at 1 time? y muz it b mi? y? leave mi alone pls... i nd to quieten down... i nd space... i nd suggestions... i nd care and corncern... i dun nd scoldings... last bt nt least, i nd supprt...



ytd was... i duno hw to say...
went to skul... as usual... tinking of going to detention aft skul, bt since mr said nt there, then 4gt it lo... so... went to eat... then yt went hm coz she 4gt her scarf... then anne they all joined mi... then change into full-u... then assemble in basketball court... then roll call... then immediately aft tat... sec 1 enrolment! so we stood there for... ard 1/2h under the HOT sun... i omost fainted... i can feel myself going backwards and forwards then sideways... bt... im strong! strong enough nt to faint... 1 sec1 omost fainted... bt su fen mdm gt hold of her... i shall nt reveal her name... so... aft tat... we hv our pizza! woots! jealous? lolz... its for celebrating our east division day and our last yr cookie we sell alot the gt comission, so ms ng bought pizza for us... my patrol cant finish the pizza... so i gave 1 to yan fang... aft tat break... then taps then mi, si hui and yt went to change then go out to tm... buy pres for seniors... while walking... saw mrs lian and mr lian... so... i told yt and si hui... they wanted to catch up wit them... bt they no where in sight... so we gave up... then they go hm... then i shop myself... bought a mug, a photo frame and a test tube ting for them... then i went comics connection buy game card... then walk walk awhile... then take train hm.. seemed very long... bt sumhw i reached hm... then lyk so empty lyk tat lo... coz my mum, bro and cuzin went to batam... then the whole rm left mi... we use to squeeze together in tis small rm... then i used com... then watch tv... then use com again... then o2 wit yt... i gtting worser and worser... then wrap then pres... until 12mn came... out of a sudden, my dog was barking... starting i felt a lil scared... bt then aft awhile, i tot of it... thwen ok le lo... continued wrapping... til 1.30 then do card... super tired then go slp...




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gabuu.
17 yrs old
28/03/93
single.
963442**

once again,
you broke my heart..
you'll never understand
the amount of pain
that i've been through..
boy, i need you.
i love you.
but when will you realise that?

you treat me well,
you treat me bad.
i dont understand boy.
what exactly do you want?
either way..
all that i know..
the only thing i know..
is that i miss you:)
no matter what happens,
im going to stay by your side..
forever...

im happy with the lil-est things that you did for me:)
i'll smile because you want me to.
i'll cry if you want me to.
i'll pout for you to care for me.
i'll frown at the things you did,
but i'll turn to you and say i love you.
& thats if you give me the chance....

& the story will go on and on..
til one day we forget each other.



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