boy, i miss you.

i kept thinking about it..
but im too gutless to know whats going to happen:(

woke up quite early today. but later than what ive expected. went rachael's church today. hmmm... my stomach got abit of problem.. keep very pain.
went marina with rachael and her mum afterwards. her mum treat me eat billy bombers' meal!!! haha. first time eat. but cause of my stomach pain again. i couldnt eat much. just ate the fish. went shopping for awhile, then headed home.
didnt really head home. went cordelia's house. first time. looking at cordelia and emily do biology is so freaking funny. should have taken a video down. lolz. yes yes yes people! i miss doing homework. =( i know its weird. but i just miss it. the days when we meet up together. the days we stayed back together. the days we had to rush home from to school just to finish up homework. the days we stayed up til late night just to finish up the homework. (not everytime tho. just those that we feel like doing. haha.) then most of them start to stop doing their homework already, and we started talking and crapping. hah! left at around 10pm and then headed home. was supposed to cab home with jingfang, but then there wasnt any cab. haiz.
reached home at around 10.45pm, bathed and cooked maggie mee to eat. AGAIN. im still hungry. but im not going to eat anymore. im tired but not sleepy. what to do? bleach-time. haha!
anyways. i should continue packing my room again, either tomorrow or the day after. but im too lazy. shall see what happens. and i might be going to work soon. if theres any vacancy. i still feel like slacking at home a little longer, but.. im really in need of money. what to do? off to work. soon. if im able to. hah!
P.S. my leg is still hurting. *cries til my tears form a river* it would be better if it meanders to your house and i can cruise my way there. fat hope gabrielle, fat hope..

i want to tell you.

but im afraid.

that you would leave me,

if you know the truth.

tell me,

what should i do?

... drifting apart...
oh yes we are. theres no point deluding myself.

hello people. i kind of ALMOST forgetten to blog today. haha! my bad. anyways. today was a total-do-nothing day for me. wokeup at 12+pm and smsed abit. was too bored so i went back to sleep. and the heat was totally killing me. woke up again at 2.30pm and went to my kitchen to hunt for food. hah! but i couldnt find anything. =.= so.. i was too lazy to cook myself. and i made my maid cook maggi mee for me (with bacon and egg. yum yum!) while i wen to bro's room to watch bleach. yes people. ive finished naruto and is moving on to watch bleach while waiting for new episodes of naruto to be uploaded. and the obvious reason i went to bro's room to watch is.. one. the internet connection is better in his room cause the router is there. and two. my room was too messy to stay comfortable while watching. food came. ate finish. bro come home. with a super super foul mood. who cares what happened to him. but he chased me out of his room!!!!! damn.
went to living room instead. continued watching but not as comfortable cause doggie keep coming over to disturb me. =( and my dad was smoking. my bro too and the smoke diffused here and there. i was totally strangled by that smell. so i covered my nose with my pillow. heh! seriously. i think im getting lung cancer soon if this is going to continue for the rest of my life. haiz. bro went out and i immediately moved back to his room.
*open door* whao! cannot tahan sia!!! the smell totally "rushed out" from his room. seriously!! why do people like smoking that much? anyways. went into his room. continue watching bleach. dinner. blahblahblah. then now im here. blogging. kind of boring eh?
people!!! who wants to go sushi/shabu shabu buffet with me? craving.... haha! or maybe i should go with my mum so that she'll be paying for it. lolz. good idea eh?

i lost.

but i still dont admit it.

i want you to tell it to me yourself.

and not me assuming it.

i will not accept the facts,

til the day you tell me that..

YOURSELF.

An unexpected ending.
who would have known that there are so much twists in life?

went back for guides today. as usual. haha! guides was rather...... boring. haha! pity them. they had to practice their song for thinking day. (i wonder why is it that we always sing song for thinking day. hmmmmmm...) anyways. they didnt bring their song lyrics. and i kind of failed to write the lyrics on the board. cause each time i start writing for a song, they finish singing the song already. lolz. and. lastly when im writing the last song while they are singing the 3rd song, the visualiser? is up. SERIOUSLY! haha.
oh yes. then they split up. im kind of in charge of the sec 3s. had to play "march of the penguins" for them to watch. i went out of the classroom to slack abit. they cant. cause they need to finish up the worksheet (supposedly to be after the show.. but.. oh well. hah!) so.. i kind of help them to cheat? nope. not cheat. its just that we are good and lenient (if you say i bhb, then go on and tell miss ng what i did. im sure she'll be more than happy to let you re-watch the video and redo the paper. heh heh..) the show finally ended. FINALLY!! haha. then comes a short 10 minutes break. wonder if they did went to buy drinks without permission not. hmmm.. i shall believe in them and assume that they didnt.
so. was supposed to play captains ball straight after the break. but the netballers were using the court. and they were kind enough to let us have the court by ending cca abit earlier. mmhmm. so. while waiting for them to give us the court, we had a mini mini singspiration. and i failed all the songs. suddenly. wrong lyrics! oh well. im already a graduate. haha! who cares! since it was a mini singspiration we only did GM cheer and cannibal king.
the netballers then allowed us to use the court. but it was already 5.50pm by then. so. we planned to have TAPS first. then captains ball. and yes! in that short 15 minutes captain ball game, im injured. by who? i dont know either. haha! huishan ran and step on my leg. but that nothing. then after awhile, someone ran pass me then something happened. my toenail broke. i stand there, stunned. lolz. saw my freaking blood dripping. but not yet on the floor. went straight to the water cooler. saw huishan there. ask her help me take plaster, while i intended to clean my wound there. then i thought.. "water cooler. cold water.. sure damn pain de. nahh.." limp, hop, run to toilet. cause i didnt want the blood to drip on the ground. pour water on my wound. from pain, til numb, til not pain anymore. lolz. went back to the court, plaster. and then......

i continued playing:)

and then again. more and more painful. til im able to adapt to the pain already. sounds wrong. but yes. haha! then play halfway, hand pain. look look see see. theres a scratch on my hand. zzz. i wonder who scratched me. haiz.
the game ended. went to guides room. then nobody wants to go dinner with gabrielle:( so we went home. my toe is starting to hurt again while blogging. and i dont know why. doggie suddenly stick to me alot. he pushes my hand away from the keyboard. i think he want to play. haha! but dad chased him out of the room. too bad:)
i wanted to post pictures for you people. but the internet doesnt allow me to do so. tried for more than an hour already. haiz. and. doggie is just beside me again. i really wonder want he wants. and! he unplug my USB cable!! how the hell he did that? o.O

i wish for an unexpected twist in my life too.

i pray and i pray for it to come true.

you remembered me:)
im glad that you did.. smile smile smile:)

hahaha! today was really a fufilling day for me. although i didnt finish packing my whole room. but i packed most of it. which is a good start. packed all that im supposed to give to casandra in a box already. however, the thought of bringing it out and passing it to her is scary. why? cause, 1 A4 paper box was only enough to fill the worksheets im giving her. theres still tys and guide books. whao! imagine the amount of notes our sec 3 and 4 teachers gave. and of course the amount of undone worksheets i have. (not all tho, some of it were done on foolscap so i decided to give it to her too. haha!
anyways.. i need people to give me suggestions. should i keep my past year examination scripts, or throw them away? or maybe sell to the gurung guni guy. seriously. its one whole pile, even without the examination scripts. i think i can easily earn 10 bucks from that pile of unwanted papers. haha!
and yes. i have yet to unpack my luggage. =( its ok. ive still got 2 more months to get things done. but if im going to work... then.. good luck to me. haha! i really dont know what to do with all my textbooks as well.. i wanted to keep it as souvenir, but its taking up way too much space. and if im going to poly, im sure i'll need the space for my new textbooks and notes right? haiz. but if im going to give it away, nobody would want it already. or maybe i'll even get scolded. haha! imagine this "walao! never say earlier.. we all buy new textbook le then you tell us you giving away your textbooks.. see la.. make us waste money" haha! yes people. scary friends i got eh? joking joking.
(you know what people? i can feel that my english has improved. somehow. as compared to sec 4.) ive got nothing more to blog about already. so. byebye people!
i know my blog is abit boring. theres no pictures!! all words words words. but seriously.. im too lazy to post pictures. haiz. what to do?

yes you remebered me.

im happy, truely.

but its only day one.

what about the other days?

will we still remain the same,

better, or worser?

reassure me, please.

im afraid to lose you..
but im also afraid of telling you the truth.

hey hey people! im posted into biotech in temasek poly. still. ive yet to find someone going to the same faculty. haiz. all business course one.. anyways. for the time being. (i dont know if ive said this before) im going to blog in full form. as well as increase my english standard. i dont know how. im just going to do it. and. im going to slim down before school start also. im not sure how im going to do it. most probably starve myself since i dont really eat lunch or something? haha. but not going to do that often.
i really really want a ipod touch. but i got no money to buy la!!! i think i spent about 1k for the whole holiday le. and still i haven got anything that is neccessary. for eg, my new specs, contacts and new year clothes (dont really believe in that. just think that if i believe in it, my mum will give me more money to buy new clothes. haha!)
anyways. went back for guides today. to play captains ball with them. its time for me to exercise already. but abit fail. play halfway, me and jean sitting in the middle of the court to talk. haha! as in not middle middle. but at the side, still blocking their way. went dinner with emily, huishan, joanne and cordelia. had chicken chop. yum yum! (that casandra pang sair us.. =()
came back home, super tired. fell aslp on the floor.
tomorrow. time to pack my room. forever i say that, forever i didnt do it de. why gabrielle? why? cause i was too lazy to do so.
anyways! goodluck and goodnight JC people! its late already. go and sleep now. haha! you all have school tomorrow.

the art of confession..

im too afraid that you'll leave me.

i want to tell you that i love you.

but how? teach me people, teach me.

im left alone..
how could you do this to me?

shall try typing without using shortforms. haha! spent the whole day at home without doing anything. was planning to pack myroom. but was too lazy. wanted to play dragonica but the internet connection at home sucks like hell. so end up didnt play too. so.. i actually planned to do lots of things today. but end up getting nothing done.
lets see. should i get a job? 1st reason to why i should get a job. im quite short at cash now.i wan lots of things. bt dont really have the cash to buy it. which is sad. =( 2nd reason. im slacking around at home doing nothing. why not go out and work to gain some experience or at least get something done? 3rd reason. i miss my work. tho tiring. but i miss the people there. and i think thats the main reason. (but seriously.. why am i missing them so much, when i dont really know them? and for some who i didnt really talk to at all.. weird) 5th reason. ive got cool music to listen to everyday which is double coolness. & actually ive got more reason. i know i have them in my head. but then i just cant think of any to jot them down. what to do?
as for reasons why i dont want to work. 1st. im already used to slacking around at home. sleeping late and waking up late is already my sort of thing. waking up early for work is such troublesome work for me. 2nd reason. people going to JC are already starting school. means i cant go out with them anymore. which also equals to me staying at home to slack everyday. and most importantly, this is my last few days to hang out with them. 3rd reason. i hate interviews!! and i dont want retail jobs. 4th reason. work equals more criticism for me. will i be able to tolerate? 5th. im not one that is good in office work or whatever? so how? & more and more. lazy list le. but the thing is..

suddenly..

i dont understand how things work.

i dont understand myself.

whats happening?

Im going to miss you all..
bt i dun even noe u all. LOL!

haha. past 3 days i've been wrkig at expo for the gain city fair. sell logitech stuffs. its oni when u go to these kind of fair to wrk then u'll realise hw kiam siap singaporeans are. haha! oni wan discount aft discount. lolz. wrk isnt really fun la.. to b honest. bt the ppl i gt to noe there is nt bad. long wrking hrs, lil break time. and best of all.. u cant sit down. so nxt time. when u go to tis kind of fair, b nice to the ppl. haha. coz its very tiring. they hv to reach earlier then all of u to prep and end ltr than all of u to pack. lolz.
lunch timing there is pretty early. 11am!! whao! so.. u all shd noe.. i skipped lunch for the whole of 3 days. lolz. and for the last day.. i didnt eat anyting until i went hm, bathe rest use com, midnite 2+ 3 buay tahan le, then go cook maggi mee to eat de. lolz. and for the 1st time ppl say i eat fast. lolz. coz i took abt 5-10 min to finish my meal. haha!
didnt really hv a chance to walk ard bt the fair lyk.. quite alot of tings lo. wadever u can find in normal gain city, u can find there.. bt tis lyk tv and laptops are freaking cheap. netbook at 389 bucks. notebook at 899 bucks. omg la! if can i oso wan buy. lolz.
and through tis fair i finally gt abit of knowledge abt IT stuffs le. lolz.. so.. im nt really a dian nao bai chi anymore! woohoo~
and and.. ppl there. hmmmm... i duno wad to say. coz i juz gt to noe them at the last few hrs b4 the fair ended. so.. oh well. gt tok la. gt jk oso. (gt suan oso.. =X) and if im nt wrong. im the youngest there. o.O (and hv a good boss tat treats me breakfast for the 1st day of wrk) didnt really exchange contacts wit them since i barely noe them for 3 days?
customers there were... LOL! good ones. haha. can joke wit them. play wit them. and sumhw.. kids will cme to me. o.O bt babies? see me cry. zzz. lyk i bully them lyk tat. lolz. good customers brighten up ur day. =) bad ones.. make ur day worser and make u feel lyk strangling them. seriously. gt a life. we cme here to wrk. nt to see ur BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL attitude. zzz.
and for frens tat cme to support me/through other means, thanks. =) so overall 1st time wrk is still nt bad juz tat u hv to tolerate all the nonsense. other than tat, everyting is nice nice de. =)
suddenly i hope all the ppl could add me on fb and still stay connected. =( hopefully.

i saw sum1 lyk u.

i stared at him.

hard enough.

LOL! still...

~~i wish u were there~~

~~its just a simple dream,~~

~~that would nv cme true.~~

Secret Meeting. LOL!
*peace sign* inside joke. lolz.

i duno wad to blog. bt i juz feel lyk blogging. lolz. tings are gtting more and more complicated nwadays. anyways. will b going back to skul on fri. heather will b cming along too. juz another random post tdy. lolz. i nd a job!! haiz. and im hungry. lolz. o.O

~~heartbreaker.~~

1st post frm new laptop.
hahaha! dun too jealous eh?

super pissed off tdy. im totally invisible eh? anyways. lets nt tok abt it here. lolz.
went mac went hsiyuan, shichin they all..... crap alot. blahblahblah. home. damn tired. feel lyk slping... bt ltr still going out for dinner. haiz. *yawns*

i wish you were there

with me..

SUBMITTED! LOL!
the more i look at it, the more i regret.. lolz.

haha. im at rachael's hse. AGAIN. haha! 9 days omost consecutive. lolz. ive alr submitted all my 12 choices. all poly, all sci stream.
i seriously gt nth much to blog abt. lolz.
anyways. i'll b going back to skul tmr so if gt wad pres to gime rmb bring. lolz!
i need a job!! in nd of money and i gt nth to do. and i gt lots of tings i wan to buy..
i really gt nth to blog abt. random post.
ok. byebye!

i miss you.

suddenly.

im at rachael's hse!
toking to her on msn tho.. =.=

MY LEGS ARE BREAKING APART SOON!!!!!
went out consecutive-ly. then nv rest. then nw very very pain. lolz. so...... went open hse. spammed their bklets there. lolz. 2 ppl take 4 bklets. LOL!
(rachael say hello) <-- nahh.. i added tat in myself. lolz.
sp goodie bag really very shiok. ex ex stuff in there... at least.. i didnt expect tat good gifts frm a open hse. haha.
then went to np. walked ard. UPHILL! muz go rent golf car alr. (if im really going to tat skul) lolz. then went hm aft tat. 1h of bus ride to our old holding site... leg numb!! butt pain!! baby irritating.. i slp until so shiok le, then cry cry cry, make me awake. then i tink halfway tat baby touch my back or sth. or throw toy or wadever, then i wake up. haiz. wad to do? slp wake up slp wake up lo. zzz.
anyways. ytd. planned to go swimming. i lie on floor. cannt tahan.. fell aslp. conversation goes like tis...
rachael: we rest 1st..
me: ok
*resting in progress*
rachael: ok! lets go swimming nw..
me: cannt cannt. i lie on floor until very shiok le.. cannt gt up.

LOL! then i fell aslp on the floor. wake up. back pain. leg numb. sit up. then ok le.

tdy. was supp to go gym. then we eat maggi mee, play com. msn, then until nw.. i still at her hse using her com to msn her. (dumb i noe.) so... 2 days. plan wan exercise then nv exercise until. lolz. gtting fatter and fatter.

ok... i go msn rachael le.. (altho same hse..) haha. byebye.

whao! busy.
so tis is hw u treat us...

wahaha. busy busy busy. went out alot alot tis few days. and which is = to spending alot alot of money. lolz. so its sort of "mission accomplish"? since i in aus i keep wanting to spend money... so.. lets briefly recall wad i did tis few days when im back in singapore.
so.. i touched down in singapore on the 28th of dec. quite late. abt 9+ 10 lyk tat.. reached hm at abt 2am. then smsed abit. then fell aslp. (at least tats wad i rmb? lolz.)
29 dec. i was supp to stay hm wit my bro. so i cancelled all the appointments. nt really cancel la.. juz dun put anyting on tat day. then stayed hm. played com wit bro. lolz.
30th dec. went out to parkway wit cas and jingfang. pastamania-ed. bought bbq stuffs and my baking stuffs. whao! i spent 210+ bucks. i tink? lolz. (my memory nt bad eh? lolz...) went cas hse to stuff everyting in her fridge. rest abit. went hm. WALKED hm.
31t. went rachael hse early in the morning. put bag, change, go swimming. swam 20 laps.. damn shiok. went back her hse, rinse, then go singpost, bought kfc family feast and oriental salad. (the family feast still in my fridge =.=) went ntuc bought snacks.. (im healthy. i bought fruits! haha.) went watsons. bought eyeliner, mascara and lip gloss. LOL! went back. movie marathon! tho lyk.. out of 3, 2 i watch b4 le. lolz. (shes the man, up and just my luck.. oni shes the man i nv watch b4 nia) then went back room to play wit make ups. NEW YEAR MA!!!! lolz... then i tried the eyeliner.. (until break =.=) i look damn gothic. then mascara and lip gloss. lolz. then wear specs. freaking weird. then remove. end up oni mascara and lip gloss nia. haha! then went esplanade countdown. sum CONSIDERATE ppl we hv... and hw MATURE ppl can gt.. irritating. firewrks... nice! went hm. camwhored. then movie (up. coz we didnt hv time to watch in the aftnn) then went to slp at 4+am.
1st jan. woke up at ard 10am. dilly dally. went out at ard 11? 12? i 4gt. then went bugis. was supp to buys specs.. bt end up didnt buy. bought ard 90 bucks worth of clothes frm cotton on. lolz. went hm.
2nd jan. went cas hse at ard 2pm. then prep. abt 4pm going 5pm bbq at heathers hse. too much food left over. brought hm. (still in fridge. suspecting sum spoil le..) reached hm abt 10+ cabbed hm. coz was taking way too much stuffs. haha.
3rd jan. went jurong for hair treatment. hair was too dry. mum cannt take it. lolz. nw my hair damn smooth. lolz. wan touch? (no u cant. =))
4th jan.went maxswen chalet. o.O mahjong abit. uno abit. snap abit. crapped abit. emo awhile. (dun ask me y.. i juz suddenly feel lyk sitting alone and nt tok. lolz. i oways lyk tat de..) then heather mum fetch me hm. =)
5th jan. stayed hm. then nite time went to jurong again. to eat my "last dinner" wit bro. coz he kena locked in ns for 2+mth cannt cme out. aww.. so sad. no one to crap wit anymore. lolz.
6th jan. went out wit rachael. was supp to buy new yr clothes. bt didnt manage to gt anyting. bt i spent more than 100 bucks. lolz. bought huishan and cordelia's bdae pres. bought nail polish. bought lots of tings. lolz. waste alot of money... yea... shd b tats all. im going to waste more money soon. coz i still rmb.. there's sth i haven bought yet...

GABRIELLE♥

" boy, i miss you. "

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gabuu.
17 yrs old
28/03/93
single.
963442**

once again,
you broke my heart..
you'll never understand
the amount of pain
that i've been through..
boy, i need you.
i love you.
but when will you realise that?

you treat me well,
you treat me bad.
i dont understand boy.
what exactly do you want?
either way..
all that i know..
the only thing i know..
is that i miss you:)
no matter what happens,
im going to stay by your side..
forever...

im happy with the lil-est things that you did for me:)
i'll smile because you want me to.
i'll cry if you want me to.
i'll pout for you to care for me.
i'll frown at the things you did,
but i'll turn to you and say i love you.
& thats if you give me the chance....

& the story will go on and on..
til one day we forget each other.

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