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Saturday, February 27, 2010
only you knew.. to share my anger, sorrow and happiness with you. oh ya. yesterday night. after ranting and complaining and this and that, igot hungry afterwards. so i opened the fride and took out the cold cold mee and microwaved it! yipee~ *beep beep beep* took out, ate one mouth and brought it back to the kitchen table. seriously!! it taste horrible. i think i throw to my dog and eat, he also wont want lo. lolz. so.. i went back to the fridge, opened and took out the cake (yes. jean's birthday cake. the leftovers.) ater rather happily while watching tv. since it has been so long since i watch tv programmes, so i decided to relax a little, enjoy that sweetness of cake and see whats on. ate quite alot. then commercial break. looked down. OMG!!!! THERE'S MOULD ON THE BOTTOM OF THE CAKE! like.... EWWW!! so i went out, and threw the cake away. im still hungry. but totally lost all my appetite after thinking of the mould-ed cake. so.. i just went back there, lie on my brother's bed. and continued the show. (whatever la! my room no tv so what? =.= my dad took it away ma.. cant be helped right? and nope. not i keep watching never do homework or what lo.. is his room de tv spoil then he koped my tv. T.T) the shor ended and i suddenly remembered dad saying "later pack your room. or at least keep your money. all anyhow throw. tomorrow got people coming." so i literally went to, only, keep my money. HAHA! ok.. then i couldnt sleep.. so i went to count my money!! i got $7.25 of 5 cent coins!! i can go get a macdonalds meal with just my 5 cents already. lolz.. oh yea. and then here comes the pictures i promised some of you..  my 50 bucks notes. my stack of 2 bucks.lolz. totally love my stash of cash. dont try to rob me please. thanks people! haha! shall end of here. bye! will be attending church tomorrow. but wont be sleeping too early today. aww:( Friday, February 26, 2010 everything's the same over and over, again. pissed pissed pissed. im just too pissed to think of what to blog and rant all my anger here. so if you think its none of your business just get lost. im not here to entertain you today. and i should, first, apologise if theres any vulgarities. (P.S. i'll just refer everyone as you cause i dont want any misunderstandings) 1. i was sleeping and YOU called. actually this is nothing much. but YOU woke me up from my sleep. i apologise for the bad attitude i've given YOU. so... yea. but its the things that follow. 2. YOU said that we didnt discuss with you the things we do. now that we discuss, YOU dont even give a damn or.. YOU think that we should do things the way YOU want us to. we are already grown up. we have a mind of our own. we're not YOUR babies anymore! its called "discussing" only when we get to say the things we want and come out with the pros and cons and not YOU trying to tell us what to do and not listening to us. thats not called discussing, thats demanding. hence, the more YOU want me to do something, the more i dont want to do it. so.. no point DISCUSSING with you anymore. you're just being more and more of an asshole. get it? GET LOST! 3. its a good thing that i have a good brother. yes im angry. our common enemy. but at least when he knows im angry, he called and ask me what happens even when he's in ns. see? good brother. =) 4. why is it my problem when YOU ran out of ideas? im not the one who is supposed to be doing all this right?? shall not elaborate on this. 5. YOU stood there, didnt help at all. whao! i appreciated that man! =.= 6. YOU badmouth-ed me. dont think im that deaf to not hear it. 7. YOU went off after that. 8. YOU called again. did YOU even understand the meaning of I HAVE NO TIME??? YOU get off from what you're doing by 5.30pm. doesnt mean that all of us have to be free from 5.30pm onwards, sit there, in front of the phone and expect YOUR call, when YOU finally decide to go out with us right? besides im not as free as you are. 9. i went home and did my online application. i left it half done because YOU spoilt my mood. like totally. got child big deal? and. you still know the meaning of ps one ah? whao! i didnt know that man! and. its online application. NOT BURSARY OR WHATEVER. besides. why cant i add in your income as family income? and even if so. WHATEVER. you only think about yourself. even if its bursary. i believe theres more people who needs it more than us lo. we are capable of supporting yourselves. why do we need extra help? yes. YOU have a child. so? big deal? no one gives a damn. if YOU dont spend so much on unneccessary like a new guy with a 1+1, YOU wont even have any financial problems. anyways. you made me redo the application. like.. DAMN! 10. YOU hang my call and ended with "you're stubborn" WTF?!!! WHO THE HELL IS THE STUBBORN ONE HERE? YOU were the one making things difficult for everyone. totally what the fuck. i've got more. but i wont say anymore. the list will go on and on, forever and ever. but you were there with me. you calm me down, you cheer me up. but theres nothing much you could do. and i dont want to get all of you involved. but i couldnt help it. Thursday, February 25, 2010 to have fun.. ..without you. today. went out last minute with vivian. she's... dont know what to say. she went one big round to ask me out. she started with telling me that she's going to be a YA. which is totally like.. NO LINK! haha! ended up me asking her out. so... decided that we'll be going to sentosa and vivo. met up at alj mrt and headed off to harbourfront. saw siti at alj station. and guess who we saw at vivo! yes yes!! xiuping and jamie mdm. its been years since we last saw them. like..super shocked. haha! went carl's junior and i had portobello mushroom burger, while vivian had something else. haha! cant remember. my burger tasted like burger king's mushroom swiss.. just that there's lettuce tomato and onion. haha!  me and vivian. NOTE: vivian's got a streak of  here we are.. on the monorail. yes vivian's eye look weird because the close was too bright and she blinked. haha!!! and my hair has brown streaks! i miss my red highlights.. awww:( reached the first station and we went resort world. nothing much there i guess? so we went in to the gift shop and the things there are really really expensive. for example.. look at the size of that flowery thingy. its a post-it pad with felt-like cloth wrapped around it. guess the price?. . . . . . .  yes! thats the price tag. we didnt randomly take another price tag of some other items and place it there. its really SGD $20. like.. wth right? for such a small,we left the shop and went to the basement. went through this pretty hallway. and lots of escalator with lights (yes. they're wasting lots of electricity. haha!)  the hallway looks nicer in real life. and then we went to.... the famous CASINO!! we just stood outside and took photos since we couldnt go in. 3 things:1. no shorts 2. no singlet 3. 18 years and above im wearing shorts and singlet, age 17. so.. i failed like.. every rule. haha!!! sad case. went round and look at the hotels. the new ones. and the security was friendly! (but we're scared of him. haha!!) he asked if we need help, we backed off abit. and he asked if we're just exploring, we said yes, and he told us to go hard rock hotel to take a look. (maybe he mistook us as tourists who lost our way. o.O) so we followed the directions which he told as to take... reached there and explored. the gym was damn cool! and then we went out of the lobby bar and..  TADA~~! the view was pretty. its the swimming pool. pretty!! look like resort. but the swimming pool wasnt opened yet. so.. theres no one there. oh yea. did i mention? every facility.. was only for residents staying at that hotel. NOOOOOO~~!! went out somewhere. i forgot where. and we decided to take another photo! whee~! thought the fountain was pretty and i took it from the stairs while walking down. (actually i had nothing to do.. so i took it la!) walked back to the monorail station and went to another station! got down and we see our beloved merlion! (theres bi lei zhen on the merlion. o.O) close up shot of the merlion. (ohoh! if you go at night, the merlion is freaking cool! like me, the merlion got highlights on its mane. haha! made up of tiny tiny lights! =)) we went into this flower garden (cause we thought that it looks "romantic" for our er ren shi jie. PUI!) so went in and saw a buch of  went to another spot and saw pretty pretty flowers!! decided to take photos with it... but. failed! blame us for having big heads. haha! so.... ive decided to take it without us in the picture!! im so clever right? haha! and we went for skyride and luge. people!! there's having a promotion of 2 combos (2 skyrides and 2 luge) for only 16 bucks! U.P.: 11 bucks for 1 combo. so we went 2 times. and good news! if you're sick of the normal track (who will be? if the luge is fun!) they've open another track! more curves, more thrills, more fun! so we went down both tracks:) I WANT TO PLAY AGAIN!!! no pictures for luge cause we're busy playing.. then comes the skyride. look how scared vivian is... for the first ride, she was screaming throughout the ride. =.= but what can i do? i cant possibly jump down and get away from her right? and.... i cant laugh, swing my feet in the air nor do anything:( cause every slight movements causes the seat to swing and then she'll scream louder. haha! for the second time, vivian made me take a photo at the top and the effects came out really nice cause of the very very hot sun. and then she made me take a photo of her, which turned out like this... she was trying to post for the picture. and then the skyride stopped in the middle, she got scared and her twist was gone and she grabbed on my hand (my phone almost dropped!) and she look retarded.. laughed at the photo then she calmed down a little.. haha! took the chance to take another photos of the boats, but the first photo was still nicer. and then just nice, the skyride moved again:) tried to take another photo. (with the twist) haha! mission accomplished. her hands were sweating like hell, the handle was wet after she got off. lolz!! went 4D Magix after that.. oh my god. the lady was really not helpful, not friendly. yes. we blame ourselves to be stupid and all to walked the long way and ended up in a maze, but she saw us struggling and didnt tell us we could go to the left and its the easier way in. like =.=!!! we made a fool out of ourselves. and.. after we got our tickets, she didnt tell us where to go and we sat there like idiots when the show already start a few minutes later after we bought the tickets, at the theatre behind the booth. super unfair treatment. the ang mohs went to get tickets (they were cleverer, they used the short queue instead of the mazed ones. and the know that they have to go to the back for the show. then another singaporean family went, into the maze, vivian told them to go to the left, and we all sat there like idiots. we freaking angry when we got to know that there are more theatres at the back. she told the ang mohs but not us, the singaporeans. how fair can she get?) after waiting for so long, we finally got our glasses and went into a waiting area. so we took a photo of us with the 3D glasses. (NOTE: im wearing glasses and 3D glasses. its irritating cause the 3D glasses kept sliding down:() us in the theatre for the 2nd ride. oh.. promotion package again! (1 for $18, 2 for $29.90. the tickets they gave us says 1 for $14.95. i dont know why either.) this picture definitely looks like us in the toilet.. hmmmm... us again. in the 2nd ride. came out of theatre and the sky turned pretty dark. checked our phone, was already 8.30pm i think? so we headed back to vivo for dinner.we're still full... so we skipped dinner. what were we having then? . . . . . . . . .  HAAGEN DAZ!!!!! yes! drool people, drool. this is mine. i know my photography skills isnt that great... but TADA! brownie explosion! its nice!! the brownies were sweet! recommend to only those with sweet tooth. vivian ordered belgian waffle cone. looks yummy. but the waffles werent as crispy as i thought. the bill came. $44.25 whao!! i think i can have a pretty good dinner for that amount of money. but so long didnt go for haagen daz already. all's worth it!went home and blahblahblah. was sticky all over, but i had a fun day today. =) things would turn out nicer, if you were there with me. even bittergourd would taste like honey to me. just like before. you & i. to stay this way.. wednesday. nothing much. went back to school captains ball. didnt play much, didnt have the mood to that day. i dont know why. lolz. so... lets just skipped that part. ms ng asked me to meet up with the sec 3 guides one day and teach them the drill commands. the commands, the tone, the speed and all. seriously. i shall try one day not going back, and see what happens. =X maybe when school starts? see how. had a small small basketball session. not a game, but just trying to throw it into the net. gabrielle failed like hell. haha. 1 out of 10 throws or more. lolz. still... arcade one more fun. went back home and had no dinner at all. had to eat maggi mee and saw 2 letters on my table. 1 from MOE and one from TEMASEK POLY! yes yes! my poly admission package arrived. maybe i shouldnt work cause there's lots of things to follow up after the package arrive. yea.. so.. goodbye 1.2k. goodbye extra money to spend. so.. getting on with life. to complete my poly admission. people. i read it. i did read lo! but i dont understand. why? CAUSE THERES TOO MUCH WORDS! any kind soul can help me with it? please?? the memories of us. the business woman.. i actually look that old, but i dont really mind if...... tuesday. went out with shuting and watched valentines day. met at plaza sing. too long didnt leave house already. i totally forgot how to go walk to plaza sing from the mrt station. so i ended up walking to the wrong escalator and stuffs like that. u-turned back, andwalked one big round to reach plaza sing. met shuting at plaza sing at about 1.20pm? then the show was starting at 1.30pm. went to get popcorns and drinks and had a complimentary "lurve" snack and a CD for free. went straight into the theatre after that.  picture was taken in the theatre. i look fat and my pimple-ful face is totally omg! the theatre was rather empty. and the show started promptly. it was draggy and has no storyline at all. didnt like it, but if you all just want a movie which is simple, which nice songs, then go for it!spent 5 bucks in the arcade after that show. totally whao! i really really too long never step into such nice place to let my hair down. haha! should be going again soon:) nothing's like an arcade. fun, thrilling and you'll just love it. went to the taxi stand and cabbed to mum's work area. then mum called and asked me to cab down to choa chu kang instead. i spent about 20 bucks just on cab fare and reached lot 1. since they havent reach, so i went in for a walk. mum called again. and told me that she mixed up the place and make me mrt down to yew tee. i know its just 1 stop away. but like.. you spent 20 bucks on cab fare and you've got the wrong area and had to mrt down to somewhere else. totally make your mood for everything *poof*. so went to yew tee and waited there patiently. mum's colleague came over and pick me up to his house to bai nian. im not the kind of social butterfly, so i stayed in the balcony and played with their dog.
and yes. as expected. the dog got bored of me. haha! and he lay there on the wooden swing while i sit there quietly and sms. he look tired eh? so. my mum called me into the house and i"ve got another furry friend to play with..
had steamboat after that and ate quite little. cause i was still full after the whole combo to myself. was first to walk off the table and went to watch tv. or at least, pretend to watch. haha! find myself more and more no life. stopped watching tv after coming back from australia. hmmm... maybe i will be a good thing? so that i wont get addicted to a drama and watch and watch and got no time left to study? storybooks and anime should be good enough for me. i guess? had a mini blackjack session after that. but cause my mum boss was there and all the rich people, their minimum bet was 2 buckc. and that 1/2h of blackjack session, my mum boss, the dealer, won more than a hundred bucks. totally whao! mum's colleague shared a cab with me back home and my mum's boss gave her money to pay for it. super worth it. lolz. thats all. and moving on to the next post. (yes. as promised. im posting 3 posts tonight.) i wish you were there too. Monday, February 22, 2010 mission impossible:) totally surprised with all this.. i totally didnt sleep at all. was too awake. so... went to school rather early today. reached at about 6.15am and i wasnt sure what i was doing too. hah! attire checked and all and went for about 2 more rounds of rehearsal... and then the actual. did lots of backstage stufss. and tada~! the big big event is now over! went bishan after that since jingfang is going to the headquarters after that. had mac breakfast. was super full. the shops havent really opened yet, so we went into ntuc and shopped around. went guardian to get bandage cause jingfang's leg was hurting then we tabao-ed mac and cabbed back to school. they had their mac recess, then went back for lessons? then we, laze around and "slept" in guides room. i didnt really sleep, kept talking and talking to keep myself awake. cordelia's lesson ended and she came down then she went for her enrichment course and we went out again. went paya lebar popular to get stationeries (i havent bought anything for school yet, but is looking very forward for school reopening!! yeah-ness! =) im way too bored at home doing nothing.) mrt-ed back til aljunied and walked home. lay on my super comfortable bed and smsed, AND I FELL ASLEEP!! woke up at 8= 9pm, now i cnt get back to sleep. my body is really wrong. haiz. bathed. tv-ed. computer-ed. blogged. so. bye for now. (realised that i always end so abruptly. i wonder why too!) lack of photos for this post. back cant be helped. hah! yeah-ness^^ today is a special day:) Sunday, February 21, 2010 its getting lesser. theres almost nothing more left to say:( today!! woke up at 12+noon. thought there was still enough time and i was really freaking tired, so i went back to sleep. hahaha! woke up at 2.30pm and was totally shocked. damn. i was supposed to meet huijun at the mrt at 2.30pm. lolz. so went to brush teeth and grabbed a set of clothes, changed and off i chiong. haha! reached mrt at about 2.50pm. sorry huijun. lolz. mrt-ed to punggol. went to the wrong block. haha! (and shuting damn cute. told me her house at "coralinus" then she told huijun the block. she didnt tell us her unit number. whao! so.. to me, she owned the whole piece of land, to huijun she owned the whole flat to herself. whao! she must be damn freaking rich then. haha!!) reached her house and we were one of the earlier ones. haha! and im the only one who brought oranges. o.O had lunch. compare this. me eat, 1 plate of bee hoon with curry gravy and 1 potato. huijun eat, 2 plates of been hoon with double my curry gravy for both plates, at least 3 piece of potato, at least 1 piece of chicken, 1 slice of pizza, garlic bread, winglet, cny snacks, cant remember if she had panda cake not and almost had yi mi fu zhou. o.O!!! went in shuting's room after that and played 2 games....  saboteur. with shuting, huijun, eric, amelia and kimying. quite a fun game, but i lost until..... quite pathetic. haiz.  and moose in the house. played with shuting, huijun and eric. funnier when huijun and eric played their own version. haha! shuting lost like siao. haha!!! mahjong-ed afterwards. this year didnt play much. awww:( then went home. talked in the train til we miss the stop. was suppose to drop at dhouby ghaut, but end up we went to outram and mrt back home. lolz. anyways. reached home. still super awake. how am i supposed to wake up by latest 6am? best solution, dont sleep til i reach home after the event. shall end here. so.. bye people! why should i always be the one to start? where were you? and what have you done? Saturday, February 20, 2010 heartache; i dont know hy either. the longer the time, the lesser i think i know you. today. was really really crazy. i only had 2 freaking hours of sleep, and work up with a headache. but thats usually the case when i get not enough sleep. but this time, worst. my left ear was hurting like hell. you dont touch it, it felt like people pinching it. but when you went to touch it, it felt like the worst blue black i've ever had. i dont know whats going on, but i insisted myself to go to school. thinking day rally was like some huge event girl guides hold every year. its when all your fellow guide friends from all around come to celebrate together on this special day. (we get to see overseas friends and friends we know from camps, but werent able to meet up after the camp ended.) but the items change every year, so if you miss it, then you miss it. too bad. but all i could say is that today, is really happening. haha! yes. of course the items were really great. its the 100th year of guides, so it has to be. but at the same time we can see people trying to snatch the limelight. hoarding the microphone and tada~ cues were given and ignored. super lolz. huishan made me tie 2 plaits with them. and she was the one who gets to "play" with my hair. be honoured eh? haha! so.. the final product looks like....  THIS! nice eh? ohoh! and im amused by the length of my own hair suddenly. i didnt realise that by 2 years of laziness, it would have grown sooooo long! (i was too lazy to get my hair cut.. so it grew and grew and grew.)  but still... im not satisfied with my size. i still think i look fat. haha! time to slim down gabrielle!! =) my twist was cut off from the picture.. aww:( as you can see.. the singapore indoor stadium was quite empty by then. cause we werent allowed to use phone during guides. but, that of course, doesnt include me:) but i wasnt with my phone and was too lazy to bring it over. so yea.  the event ended and people started to go on to the stage and get company photos taken with their newly achieved awards. i didnt take any, ms ng took a few company shots. ohoh! we managed to clinch 2 gold awards!! for both coy 1 and 2. smile smile smile:) we stayed for a little longer to get something done. and then we missed the bus back to school. so we decided to head towards kallang leisure park. did something really stupid with joanne. haha! fun though.reach kallang leisure park. pet shop. omg!! i saw something i want to buy for doggie, but i stopped myself. i just spent 20 bucks on him yesterday, i cant possibly spend another 20 bucks on him again today. so i resist the temptation of buying good stuff for doggie, and walked out of the shop. see? im an overcomer! heh heh! we literally slacked at kallang leisure park. and then decided to go home. haha! we have spare 20 min while waiting for the shuttle bus and guess what we did? . . . . . . . . .  hahaha!! yes! we're totally deprived of our childhood. i didnt sit in any. im just the photographer and video recorder. lolz. this was the 1st 2 bucks they spent on, the 2nd, i managed to capture a video, but no photos. heh heh. no video will be uploaded. =) the bus came. and there was only one seat left. and since joanne was rushing home, we were kind enough to offer the seat left. so she shuttle bus-ed back home, alone. sad. went to take bus 11, and guess who we saw? JEAN & CASANDRA!! &ms ng. (i've already told her that im not to be YA, she persuaded me, but im persistent. wonder if she gets the point?) went home, bathed and went out again. omg! i was totally a zombie-fied panda after that. i seized every opportunity i had to catch some sleep. when bro's bathing, in the cab... etc. reached tampines and i heard the uncle said 10.95 bucks when it was actually 12.95 bucks. super embarrassing. haha! i was cheated to go over lo.. my mum said that she will be ordering abalone. so i assumed it was at some restaurant or what. end up? we just had dinner in a kopitiam. wth!! and dont even have vegetarian abalone, even more no need to talk about real ones. T.T felt so dumb in believing. zzz.
came out of the theatre pretty late. cabbed home. this time? bro paid for cab fair and midnight surcharges. haha! but was around the same price i guess? slept in the cab to preserve some energy for me to come home and blog. so.. im done and bye. (i didnt mean to shout at you. its just that you couldnt hear what i said and i got a little frustrated repeating it again and again.) why is it that you had to hide? Friday, February 19, 2010 1st. fun. 2nd. darn! gabrielle, you're really dumb.. whao! rhymes worx!! who cares. blogging is getting more and more boring nowadays. shall see what i can do:) today was way way way tiring for me. so. i woke up, smsed a little. and guess what? I WENT BACK TO SLEEP! woohoo~~ haha! then 12.30pm i jumped out of bed in shock after seeing the damn time. T.T brush teeth, wash face, change clothes. byebye home. lolz. yes people! i didnt comb my hair again! everytime im in a hurry, i dont comb my hair. but whats the point??? you comb, you walk out of house, the wind blow, nobody will actually realise you did or did not comb you hair. haha! bought a huge cake and went to school.. lalala~ reached school, wanted to go into the guides room and put the cake then i saw jean in there, turned and walked off immediately. hah! (she didnt see me:)) canteen.. lunch. i dont know why, i dont eat, i get gastric pain. but i buy food, i got no appetite to eat. something is very very wrong with me. T.T ate a few mouthfuls, still hungry. but i really got no appetite. i forced myself to eat and swallow the last mouth. then thats it. i cant do it anymore. went back to guides room. prepared the SUPER BIG birthday card for her:) but wasnt in time to cut the cake.. awww:( lots of things happened in between but its things that are unable to be put into words. bused to chankat changi. and we sang birthday song for her. "presented" the SUPER BIG birthday card to her and tada~~ =) reached and settle everyone down. went out of the hall and had our wonderful wonderful birthday cake. its 1kg and 10 of us couldnt finish it. they were called to go in and im left to clear up. T.T nazirah mdm helped me:) went to the stage with them cause i was bored. haha! ohoh! we came out with a brand new punishment list. wahaha! new rules, new punishment. good luck to all. wtih sadistic people like gabrielle, i doubt any of you would like it. those who punish would love it, but those who are being punished will hate us for life. lolz. singing session ended. went to simei's shopping centre. huishan went specs shop.. the specs there are cheap!! but none to my liking. why is it so difficult to get a new spec? =.= maybe i should just change the frame and buy contacts instead. zzz. good idea eh? anyways. went pet safari.. o.O spent 20 bucks there 2 toys, 1 snack. chicken thingy stuff. haha! looks nice ma! but it says "mini steak" who cares!! looks nice can already. as long as theres no cheese, my dog eats everything. oh.. he dont eat raw vegetable also. =.= so clever right? haha! went food court to dinner. ordered korean chicken set. and i saw them preparing guo tie. its really really omg one!! 1 plate of guo tie, pour into a big pot, 1 drop, take up and wash at sink, throw in. i mean for goodness sake la! you at home do this i dont mind. but.. you're selling it leh.. or maybe at least you want to do this kind of things, do it when theres no customer or something la!! i really got nothing much to say. i mean what if your customer is someone from the food authority or somthing? then you'll be caught red handed right? =.= went home afterwards. made breakfast for tomorrow. and guess what people? i cant sleep again. ohoh! blogger is being kind today! they're allowing to upload photos. so will be uploading a few:) PHOTOS!!!  the birthday girl!!!  the ripped-apart birthday cake.  toy 1. its actually a dental floss!  toy 2. i dont know what this is, but it looks durable.  the lovely snack:)Thursday, February 18, 2010 none at all. i really really miss you.. didnt do anything much today. woke up. skipped lunch. bleach. READ STORYBOOK. (whao!) AND WATCHED TV. (another whao! part.) its been so long since i watched tv. haha. gabrielle needs to start exercising. really. im getting fatter and fatter. needs to swim. needs gym. needs any form of exercise. captains ball. badminton. whatever you can think of. should stop lazing around and start exercising. like what you've told me to. haha! oh yea. i think im going to tell ms ng that im not going to be YA le. i really very scared i cannot cope. since its like 8 years. im kind of interested to learn tennis. abit dumb to go into a poly cca which i know nothing about, but i believe if my interest is there, it shouldnt be too difficult for me. and. shuting is going to join with me. so.. shouldnt be a problem if she there to help me. =) that should be all for today! byebye:) wo zhen de zhen de hao xiang ni. mei you ni de jin tian, zhen de hen nan guo. xi wang jie xia lai de ri zi, bu hui xiang jin tian yi yang.. Wednesday, February 17, 2010 a yes or no? do you actually care? today. wasnt really in a good mood. tried very hard to suppress the feeling. but i dont think i did as good as usual. woke up. smsed. com. sent job application form but the printer !@#$%^&* took longer than expected. went to school. walked halfway, gastric pain. walked faster and faster. reached school. eat. talked. crapped. heather and rachael came back to school. to sell tickets. blahblahblah. short post today. dont feel like blogging. bye! i should be happy that you cared. should i heed your advice? tell me what to do. im sure to follow what you tell me to. i guess so? Tuesday, February 16, 2010 awww...:( because IT died. sorry people. wasnt able to post yesterday. so i will be posting both days in a post. will be an essay-length post. (although usually is already quite long.. hah!) so.. yesterday. was a freaking long day afterall. woke up rather early and got ready to go out. went ahma house. when we reached there, lots and lots of people were there. you totally have got no space to walk through the living room. meaning... you cant even get inside the house. totally omg. (buay zi dong also. say excuse me so many times le, then shift abit and expext me to walk pass that small crack in between 2 people. zai-ness. went in straight to my cousins room. played dai di:) without money. then finally that group of people went home. so we mrt-ed down to pasir ris and bus-ed down to my other cousin's house. played a round of mahjong. but was 1 person short. so we couldnt carry on. played poker. omg!!! i won 40+ bucks in just like 2h! damn shiok. owned dai di and blackjack. kept winning. dai di get all the pretty pretty cards. blackjack either i win points, or i little points, but the rest burst. so.. with just 50cents and 1 bucks bet i could win 40+ bucks..... imagine my luck then. went back to ahma house for dinner. then continued dai di. lost verything except 20 bucks. seriously. every year without fail. ahma house gamble sure lose money. big aunt's house, sure win until siao. haha! so.. was late already but they still want to continue. so we head to second aunt's house and played. went there... played. you owe mw, i owe you. in the end, we had to snatch my p1 cousin's little whiteboard over to record our debts. haha! starting was alright.. then i got more and more tired, i was heavily in debt. couldnt care anymore so i kept continuing to play. (this is why gamblers dont stop. cause they think that they're able to win back the money they've lost. but the fact that they cant do anything, but to keep increasing their debt, stays there.) ended up owe-ing them 50+ bucks and 30+ bucks. damn it. they said they're giving me a 50% discount. so it was supposed to be 25 and 15 bucks respectively. (at least thats what they said) i passed them a 50 bucks note, but nothing came back. hmmm... still wondering wheres my money.. oh.. we played til 4am. *claps* slept on the floor. and got bitten by something on my toe. was painful and itchy, so i went to the sofa and sleep while my bro still lying on their floor. today. woke up at 9am! whao! lay on the sofa for quite awhile and went home at 9.40am. bathed and prepare. then went back to lie on the bed before jingfang reach. but didnt lia long. less than 5 min. she came, then we went to cordelia's house. slacked abit. (AND HER MUM GAVE US ANG BAO! haha!) drink water, eat snacks, off we go. went busstop to wait for the bus 31. goodthing that this time it came quick. bus journey... was stoning throughout. haha! then at one point, suddenly me and jingfang turned to each other. haha! then we started laughing cause we felt that something wasnt right. AT THE SAME TIME! lolz... reached natalie's house. watched show. steamboat. all eat little bit then left. then before that me and jingfang heard her mum say "eat finish". best part. we clear the food, then her maid came and add again. then me and jingfang turned to each other "define eat finish" LOL! at last her dad joined, i really cmi le.. haha! continued show awhile went in her room. poker. blackjack>dai di>blackjack>heart attack>stress. at last back pain, then cannot take it le. haha! left and went parkway. went round and looked for someone's birthday present. decided on something but not sure if she have already not. so... yea. shall ask soon. went foodourt. had dessert. ta bao dinner home. dessert before dinner. =) went taxi stand. jingfang long bang-ed me home. bathed. eat dinner. i dont know what im going to do next. see how. pssssst! i just realised im wearing a red fbt wit a red top. o.O if that isnt what you wanted, why did you reply? x2 crazy you. Sunday, February 14, 2010 HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! you're starting to open up to me:) woke up pretty late today. on my laptop awhile. and chatted with bro on msn. abit =.= i know. haha. but thats how things work in my house. we're too lazy to go into each other's room. hence, the usefulness of our computers. 2pm. both of us were hungry. haha! so.. we headed down to ahma's house for lunch. cousins, dad, ahma were all there.. watched tv. played. bond. as usual. cousins went home. then me and bro was snatching that small little fan cause its damn stuffy in there and theres only one small fan. haiz. =( this is our way of bonding. so.. yea. just ignore us. kind of childish. but.. whatever. another "set" of cousin came. talked abit. all were freaking fascinated by me going into poly biotech. so.. kept going round and round the same topic. and then when we just wanted to go to aunt's house to bai nian, some freaking idiot (ahma's sister or something?) called and say that she's coming over. wth. =.= then bo bian. cousins had to come over first. then guess what. cause theres too many people, she couldnt keep track of who she had given the ang bao to. and she LEFT ME OUT! wth!!!!!!!! and. yes. my p1 cousin went to open it in the room and its only 4 bucks. so i dont really give a damn to go in front of her and beg for it or something. im not a beggar. zzz. and then i went to sit down in the living room and the conversation goes like this.. ahma: she's ah huat(my dad) daughter lo.. women: oh... very pretty leh.. me: *=.=* women: she now still studying or? ahma: ya.. studying... errrr... me: poly. women: oh! very good ma.. so you this year how old? *short pause cause i thought ahma was going to reply* *ahma looks at me with a blur look* women: 20 years old? me: *!@#$%^&* 17 only la. women: orh~ then your bro? *short pause again* *ahma stares at me again* women: 19 years old? me: *!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&* 20 year old wth!! so i actually look older than my bro.. T.T chao lao. wth. seriously. who cares about that ang bao.. 4 bucks only. but ilook like a 20 and my bro look like a 19?! not fair. hng! oh oh! and another thing. my cousin, lester, came. then ahgong was talking to his parents. then ahgong suddenly came over and said. "i cannot recognise you" pointing at lester. then everyone laughed. then he turn to me and said "i starting cannot recognise you either.. i thought you're hong chin's(brother) girlfriend" WTH! then aunt said "oh.. cause all grow up le, then the looks change ma" but still........ haiz. today is such a misunderstanding day for me. sad sad life. anyways. was too bored upstairs listening to the old people talk, so me, bro and 4 other cousins went downstairs playground and played. o.O then i think lester couldnt take it either, so he came down and joined us. blahblahblah. then went back up. all was gone. and we went off to aunts house. lorry-ed there. wheee~ reached there, played poker. won lots of money. heh heh. 17.50. but compared to yesterday.. still.... haiz. returned home. bathed. and com-ed. maybe going to have a mini alcohol party in my room with bro later. since mum bought so much for us. haha! im hungry... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... shall wait patiently for the "party" to start. heh! byebye people. the reading of my zodiac (from what i heard from my ahma) that i should avoid arguments. and be cautious with what i eat. hmm.. so i listen to it? better be safe than sorry? or.. dont be so superstitious-i dont give a damn? how? days have pass.. the trust between us is building up. i wish for it to continue, but is that going to happen? Saturday, February 13, 2010 big bully:( i want to run away from you.. NOT! today! lets see.. woke up at 11+. then smsed. eyes were freaking swollen. i look like goldfish la! lolz. and people. dont get the wrong idea. im not crying and neither did i cry the night before. nope. i wasnt crying in my dreams too. it was just swollen. went back to sleep at 12noon. then woke up again at 3pm. hah! lie on bed and smsed. watched bleach. and then plurk a little. then 5pm! yeah-ness! went ahma for steamboat. everything was precooked this year. and theres lots and lots of food. heh! but the only bad thing was. they eat.. use chiong one. then like. take this take that then everything done, put plate in sink, the end. lolz. was freaking ful after that. maybe cause there isnt enough time for digestion to take place. lolz. played blackjack afterwards. i lost like siao. went to cousin's house to continue. and yes. i continued losing money. so we stopped playing and we watched tv a little. cousin kept saying he want to return me the coins ive lost (but he wants to keep the notes) but all i could say is "ive lost the money to you and by taking them back means im a sore loser. so. im not a sore loser." its ok gabrielle... your money will fly back to you soon. =) came home. and have got nothing to do. im not supposed to sleep tonight. but im freaking tired. what to do? STAY AWAKE! and yes. its valentines once again. and ive got to stay at home alone again. every year. as usual. i thought. it should be the first time, this year, that i finally get to go out (since its chu yi) but yet.. all my relatives is busy with their other relatives. its kind of a cursed that gabrielle has to stay home alone for valentines. oh well. nobody wants me. so. just too bad. =) im done here and bye people! (i doubt theres anyone reading my blog. theres no point updating it when none is reading. maybe my blog lacks pictures. but there nothing i can do when blogger doesnt allow me to update any. sorry!) did you, sort of, miss me? i really wonder what you're thinking. trying to figure you out .. but its not an easy task. Friday, February 12, 2010 we were so close.. yet i dont know where you are. hah! today was a long and tiring day for me again. but yet. i still cant fall asleep on this bed again. something is very very wrong with either the bed, or its just me. lolz. so.. lets rewind the time back to today morning. morning. i was woken up by some idiot's sms that says "boo". yes you should know who you are. lolz. i literally jumped on the bed while lying down. i dont know how. but i just did it. haha! but its not exactly that person's fault my phone was just on my head, hence, that big shock. lolz. but before that there were 2 other smses, but nothing happened to me. (maybe its the person who sms me and not the sms itself. cause i realise that i could only wake up to that person's sms and i dont freaking know why either. weird and funny but kind of cool yea?) so as usual i lay on the bed and sms til shiok. and then slowly get off bed and went to school. saw lots of people but didnt have time to talk to them. so i ended up talking to none of them. cant help it. guides. everything was so cramped up and we just have to go down and help out. and get things done and over with. but somehow theres only 2 full rehearsals. i kind of expected more.. but....... who cares. i cant decide on anything right? went out afterwards. cordelia like never go out before. at the very start, i still have got the energy to play and try on rubi shoes with her. ended up walking out of the shop buying nothing. lolz. (does that means that i should go bai nian barefooted? lolz. hell no.) went around and shop for clothes for new year. yes its super last minute. but the bed just love me too much that it doesnt allow me to leave it. understand? *nods* haha! whatever la.. m just plain lazy. bought a dress, a jeans and a shirt. and guess what. i went home and read the words on the shirt and it doesnt make any sense at all.. =.= regretted buying it.. but at least i got.. a shirt to wear for new year. lolz. went cordelia's house afterwards cause i didnt want to go home. i just dont feel like it la. slacked. talked. did her homework. tv. went home. bathed. dinner. saw that theres still time, i went to on my laptop. and then lots and lots of people talked to me suddenly. why i usually also dont have so much people one... zzz. talked talked talked. i forgot about the time and was supposed to fetch aunt. her flight was 9.05pm and i left house at 8.55pm. damn pro right? haha! had to cab there. and it cost me 12 freaking dollars. !@#$%^&* wth. im very broke. ive been cabbing here and there nowadays cause im too lazy to walk. zzz. i need exercise and i need to start saving again. have been spending money like water flowing out of the tap. so. i reached there at 9.20pm and the plane just landed. i wait and wait and they came out at only 9.40pm. =.= should have taken mrt instead. haha! cabbed to joo chiat. cause aunt's hotel is there. but there were 4 or 5 hotel 81 so we had to go to every single one to ask if its the correct one. zzz. found the right one, went in, damn budget. =.= thats what you get for 60 bucks hotel. and seriously. if you're so tight with your money, then dont complain.what you expect? you paid for a 1 star hotel pricing and get a 5 star hotel facility? dont be dumb and use your brain a little la. =.= went to tampines afterwards to look for uncle. then went for supper. i ate alot. going to grow fat again. haiz. im hungry. ut i just had dinner. something's wrong. went round to buy toiletries(because the hotel doesnt provide anything except toothbrush. LOL!) long bang cab them to hotel and then myself home. taxi uncle was super friendly. talked quite alot. and i think because my uncle told him they were from australia, he thinks that im from australia too. o.O and he was speaking to me in english. haha! found it quite fun. so i continued the conversation in english with him. yea. and the only thing both of us could understand was that.. why ite and jc students are allowed to pay their transportation fee under students' price, while poly students have to pay under adult. we're all from the same age group what... he said the school might tell us why. but i doubt so too. heh. maybe some day some petition might work. by then, we'll already be in the workforce or something. hah! yea. he keep telling me to study hard. yes i will. no matter what. but talking about that.. i need to first get rid of my laziness. its really getting onto my nerves. whats wrong?! friends are like money; hard to save, but easy to spend. you're just like gold:) hard to save, harder to spend. Thursday, February 11, 2010 (:nab oal to see you once again.. today! was happily sleeping. and woke up cause of my damn dog. he was barking and barking non stop. AT NOTHING. =.= so i woke up. then he stopped. zzz! then i watched bleach. felt hungry. went to steam 12 siew mais and eat. haha! and then huishan asked me to go to school. craved for bubble tea. so i went to sweet talk and bought honey milk tea. =) *super satisfied* went in school, captains ball. was fun at first. lots of commotion going on and the game paused. blahblahblah. then when we want to continue game, its already 5.15pm so we got to go up to the hall. rehearsal. still abit unfamiliar with the things. blahblahblah. got to teach them proper drills too. haiz. thinking day is so near and yet nothing is done. whatever. dont really feel like blogging much today about the activities. yes people. im getting more and more two-faced. and i hate that. 1 side i can say something good, the other side im bitching about you. i dont know whats going on. and i hate myself for that now. but i just couldnt stop myself. i just too much things is happening in my life right now. so better not let me have a chance to bitch about you. best is if you dnt let me know anything. unless i offer my help or whatever. i choose who are my real friends. and i'll try my very best to not bitch about you. its not that i want to. but i just need some one to talk to about all the things that is happening in my life and i hate it. i dont understand why i have to live in such a complicated world. but no one can change the situation. no one. not you, not you and definitely not you. so shutup. and let me move on with my life. dont tell me what to do. damn stress now. but is, at the same time, damn free. i dont know what the hell im stress with either. i can go on and on with this topic. and on and on with how much i hate myself. but guess im going to stop here. so.. byebye people:) i shall the real me. the ugly, bitchy one:( or the nice one:) i happy doing both now. so i'll my very best to stop the ugly, bitchy me from coming out to my life. this is the battle i have to fight myself and no one is able to help me. i believe its something everyone have to go through. to make yourself a better person or worser. at least the thought is there. even though you were just joking. Wednesday, February 10, 2010 once again... smile like you never did:) oh yea! i totally forgot to update yesterday. so i shall post twice today. =) yes! i bet most of you all will think im not in a good mood yesterday. nope. its just that the things you all do pisses me off. o.O woke up quite early to cook pasta for huishan and gang. cordelia ended lesseon early. so we went in to guides room and crap a little. and while cordelia was doing her homework, i rewrote the whiteboard again. and cleared things up in guides room a little. and the whiteboard marker ink on the whiteboard dried up so its quite difficult for us to clean it off. haiz. then people lesson ended so we enjoyed our pasta:) but i only ate like 2-3 mouthfuls? then im full already. so i left it for dinner. captains ball. lots of things happened. but none worth talking about. helped out with the sec 4s formation thing. wasnt really a good idea. but i dont think anyone realised i was pissed. so.. its over and lets just forget about it. home. tired and tired and tired. lolz. ate the leftover pasta. bleach. then went to sleep. yesterday was a long day. and tiring one too. and yes. ive got a blister in a blister on my left leg and a blister on my right leg and a tiny weeny one on my left hand. my chinese new year is going to be so blis(ter)ful. o.O and the injury on my left hand is heal rather fast. so its a good thing. =) wonder where i'll be going on this new year. is anyone from my house even celebrating? or what? shall ask aunt and follow her around. heh. its been decided. lets await for the good news (for most people)/bad news (for some people). shall see how things go... The unravel of a chapter in my life:) to look forward, or to regret it. its for me to choose and not for you to decide. i miss you. how about you? i doubt so. but im just happy you remembered me:) Tuesday, February 09, 2010 never leave my phone. cause i might miss what you've sent. hello people! yes yes yes! chinese new year is coming soon! but the chinese new year spirit is getting lesser and lesser.. like.. no one is giving a damn about it anymore. or maybe the culture aint there anymore. or its twisted since for the children means getting angbao money and not the getting together. as for my house... no one even bothered to bring out the decorations. i doubt anyone will be invited to my house this year. once again. history repeats by itself eh? but anyways! you people can still come if you want. there's like a carton of alcohol in my fridge. lolz!anyone wants steamboat at my house? =)) but im kind of broke. so i need people to share cost with me. lolz. anyone? and yes. once again valentines day is coming. and it clashes with chinese new year's chu yi, the busiest day. i pity those with stead. cause they would be in such a dilema whether to go out with their beloved boyfriend, or their family.. haha! but. if they love each other, they would be more understanding and make the right choice. =) so. happy valentine's day to all lovers. may all stay sweet together. kind of early to wish. but since im on this topic now. heh! i believe i will forget about it since i dont have anyone to spend it with. lolz. so.. i'll be going around to bai nian. =) dont think i'll be receiving anything for this year's valentine's, since all is separated already. aww.. but i dont expect much cause i dont buy anything for anyone for valentines day.. =X oh yes! jeans birthday is coming up. got to save some money to buy a birthday cake for her.. =) anyways. today isnt worth talking about. cause theres nothing to talk about. bleach. eat. sleep. bleach. done. haha! yea. thats all. bye. i hope you're coping well. i hope you're doing fine. although we're talking lesser, but it hurts to see you struggling. or at least i can feel you are. Monday, February 08, 2010 the first time ever.. it was about you and not about me. today! woke up at 1pm. lolz. had the scariest nightmare ever. lolz! some of you might know what happened. hah! yes. i rot at home today. watched bleach. eat and eat and eat. oh! i left my lasagne in the microwave oven til now! i wonder what happened to it.. maybe it exploded or something. haha! CHOY! shall go check later on. so.. today is really really very boring.. =.= went out afterwards with my mum. was super boring too. i thought she said "uncle want to buy bedsheet all this for new year" I THOUGHT we are going to tampines mall.. so i was thinking.. since i have yet to buy my new year clothes.. why not go out with my mum, then i can save abit of money too.. THEN! i thought wrong. very wrong. they went to house downstair the mini market area to buy the things. =.= reminder to self: "always ask where we're heading to. dont assume things myself. cause great hopes may lead to great disappointments." oh! best part of the mini market.. free tabbing:) you'll soon understand what i mean cause i dont want to get caught for it. =X oh people! be jealous.. mum's going to give me another 100 bucks to buy new year clothes~~~ yeah-ness! smile smile smile:) i think i should go check on my lasagne now. haha! but im too full to eat it.. what happens, happens to the lasagne. lolz. P.S. today is a day when i get stunned by the replies people give me. not one, not two, but three. or maybe more just that i cant remember. lolz. i can tell you're tired. i can tell you're stress. but i couldnt do anything to help you. call me failure. call me whatever. i'll accept everything and not argue back. because its the truth. Sunday, February 07, 2010 i cannot differentiate the difference anymore. did you say it cause you cared, or just for the sake of asking me? today i woke up super super early! ok la.. not that early la. lolz.10+am. cleared my room! FINALLY! then i swept the floor and mopped the place (with a rag. dont ask why. long story man:( haiz.) twice! 1st time with dettol 2nd with clear water. my room is freaking clean now. and!!! i changed my bedsheet too! oh yes! it soo.. feel like new year to me now. hah! anyways. at 12.30pm (and again i was late) i met jingfang at the mrt station and headed to ntuc to buy food! cabbed home after that, then i started cooking. yea. then the rest came over. was busy in the kitchen until doggie came rushing out of the room. and i got bitten:( cordelia too:( crazy dog. this is why no one likes him. he's leading a sad sad life. hah! oh yea. the vegetable stew kind of failed? but my and emily was "experimenting" with it. we threw in lots and lots of sauce. haha! and it ended up to be quite nice. o.O pasta too little sauce. aww:( mini buffet in room. doggie was too noisy. so i opened up caesar for him to eat! and he didnt eat. break my heart. (yea.. its confirmed that he hates cheese. but how can it be that his owner loves cheese so much and he hates cheese? haiz.) anyways. i closed the room's door. then continued eating. open the door long long long time later, the food is gone already. i wonder whether is he ate it? or my maid threw it away. o.O crap talk play home. then nothing much is left. i havent bathe yet, im all sticky. but im tired. i still want to watch bleach. should i do it tomorrow? since ive got nothing to do tomorrow too... hmmmmmmmmmmmm... shall see if im still tired after i bathe. maybe an episode or two. ohoh! my mum cannot say anything a my pillow smelling bad already. cause joanne and emily also like it! haha! see? it smells nice and im not alone on this stand. =) if you really cared. i'll be as happy as a lark. but i think im thinking too much again. youwouldnt have cared. im believe you just ask for the sake of asking... Saturday, February 06, 2010 you dont even care:( what can i do? haiz............ yesterday slept super super early. 7.30pm jiu sleep le. i think. haha. kind of deprived of sleep. anyways! i woke up very very early today ok?! woke up at 7am. prepare, bathe. then wait for sms.. wait wait wait... 7.50am. zzz. then go out of house. buy bubble tea. buy mr bean blah blah. then go school. damn SIAN! good thing i graduate le. lolz. went through 3 years of sian-ness already. today 4th. o.O is it counted? haha! anyways. nothing to talk about the rehearsal la... moving on. captains ball. hahahahhaha! we played. but didnt want the big shots to find out. cause most of them wearing full u. and we went into the ISH. o.O and yes! i think i sprained my leg. before the game started. cause i was snatching ball with emily. haiz.... the pain is getting worser and worser. i think is sprain la. i dont know how it feels like to sprain my leg? think i said it alot of times le? but i still dont know. cause i expect the pain to be unbearable. but since i could bear with it, i dont think its a sprain. (what kind of logic is that? =.= gabrielle's own logic. lolz.) yea. came home... i dont feel like packing my room again. but its damn dirty and untidy. so... yes. im going to pack today, sweep and mop tomorrow before they come. and i need to go grocery shopping again. cause they request for lunch suddenly. lolz. shop and save is earning lots of money from me everytime i go grocery shopping. and! i think im cabbing back home... I THINK! dont say i rich.. tell me what you're thinking.. i really dont understand you at all. lost for words. Friday, February 05, 2010 extended timing:( its not alternate anymore.. im dying soon. come for my funeral yea? illness: lack of sleep. dont laugh ok?! its serious! when do you see pigs that dont sleep? although only 1 day, but torturous enough for this pig over here already. lolz. i was tossing and turning and tossing and turning for the whole night but i still cant sleep. end up 7 like that whole family wake up already. then i walked out of room too! why? cause im hungry. lolz. went to cook tang yuan. =)) so long no eat le. but its like.. i wanted 5, then i see, left 5.. aiya cook everything la. then i pour all 10 into the pot. haha! end up i only ate 6 then too full already. so long never watch tv le. on tv, tom and jerry! lolz. still small. finish eating, went back to room. not to sleep. but to pack. yes people. although its still very very untidy, but was way better than before. im going to continue packing tomorrow. today... cmi already. tomorrow after guides. then sunday before they come, the finishing touches. o.O totally cannot tahan the heat. so i went to bathe. (since when gabrielle will bathe in the afternoon one??) went to school after that. to help emily and cordelia sew their ranks and badge respectively. emil'y rank was ok... but cordelia's badge was !@#$%^&* the throead kept getting tanlged up for nothing. so i gave up aft 1 badge. haha! (oh oh! i saw mdm eng. and she almost couldnt recognise me. haiz. sad life. and i got suaned because of that.) lunch. o.O the auntie remember i always order minced meat, but this time i order roast meat, she was like "eh? today you dont want minced meat meh?" lolz. anyways. my stomach is totally shrinking. i almost couldnt finish the plate of rice.. i had to stuff it in my mouth. =( guides. totally omg! when im listening to them sing, i feel like sleeping la! not cause it was bad. cause it was too... erm? i dont know what that word. and im just too tired. lolz. then "singspiration" high-ed at first, but way tired. had little energy left. aww.. blahblahblah. as usual taps stuffs. and im too tired to type everything out already. whatever. nobody even cared about my blog. or rather. nobody will even care about me. im guessing this blog is only read by THAT ONLY FEW. yea.. no point. SO! i should go sleep now. im too tired to even bathe already. tomorrow morning ba.. goodnights people! im KO-ing already. what did i do wrong, that you have to do, what you did to me, today? answer me. Thursday, February 04, 2010 all that i wanted is you:) it was as though you were there with me.. its 12mn already! a start of a new day, the end of the previous. yes people. maybe day today was... totally cool:) 1st. i slept at 6+am in the morning. i couldnt sleep la! haha! and i was waking some people up from their sweet dreams. o.O who cares. so they went to school and i finally fell asleep. like.. FINALLY! haha! i didnt really sleep well. wake up sleep wake up sleep. AGAIN. woke up at 1pm and then prepared to go out. just nice i went in my room, saw heather calling me. i got like 5 miss calls from heather and rachael. o.O went out and TADA~! we reached bugisat around 2pm. not really very HIGH today. cause i got minor headache still. shopped around. (rachael forgot how yinghao look like.) i saw him. said hi, he stunned, i think. then best part. i was walking while saying hi. and both of them thought that i was talking to the.. erm.. the big price label thing in BHG. whao! anyways. 3pm. went for sakae buffet. our stomachs totally shrunk la! its like. gabrielle is eating lesser and lesser. but why????? and we forgot about our desserts and the wakame/kitsune thing? side dish? i dont know. dont really care either. went and walk around but couldnt find anything to spend money on. o.O then we went to cold storage for my food stock up. cause they said constantly eating maggi mee isnt good for my health. but still! we bought microwavable items. (its processed food. same what?) and. errr.. is me who bought la. they chose. lolz. i forgot abought drinks and tidbits. haiz.. anyways. we went home afterwards and im too lazy to get my butt off the bed. (but yes. i've already bathed.) so. i'll be going to school early tomorrow. shall see all of you all then. bye for now! =) its kind of fast blogging today. i wonder why... the alternate factor. maybe you got mood swing. LOL! one day you treat me well, the other day you treat me like i was invisible. am i always that invisible to people around me? i wonder.. Wednesday, February 03, 2010 smile:) cause you initiated it. sorry people! i forgot to update today. so there will be 2 post for today.. er.. yea. today. hmmm... lets see. today was a really great day for me:) woke up at 12+pm. yes. im a pig. whatever. then lay on bed til about 2+pm. (i was smsing!! and of course too lazy to get out of my bed. my bed love me too much. cannot blame.) then prepare to go to school. loads of things to carry. cordelia's english assessment books. and huishan's emaths, amaths, phy and chem assessment books. and of course my precious phone and wallet. haha! walk to school at about 2.30pm? with the heavy heavy books. =( and yes. i was trying to sms with all the things im carrying:) trying to be smart la.. but replied quite slowly. anyways. i reached school and bought milo and peach tea. (i kept having craving for milo this few days. i wonder why.) and ate nasi lemak from the chinese stall.. but the nasi lemak ingredients are getting lesser and lesser. and the rice is also getting more and more. ohoh! i saw black face today!! wheeeeeeeeee...(maybe we should stalk her to make her more irritated or something. LOL! the joy of life:)) moving on.. drill practice. i dont really know what i can say. haha! cause i wasnt really drilling them. (and and! i realised that my brain is rusting! i forgot the gm cheer first. then i forgot something else that i have forgotten what it is. errr.. ya. and now the sizing commands are fading away too.. NOOOOOOO!!! come back to me my precious brain..) anyways. drills. all i can say is... more practice. lolz. hmmmm... i came home and i did lots of things. i compiled... errrr... nvm. then i went on to pack my room. guess what. i was near the finishing already. and then i wasnt happy with it, then i took out everything and repacked it again. SERIOUSLY! gabrielle! stop doing that. no wonder packing is never ending for you. anyways. im re-starting to repack my stuff. and now. even better. im labelling every single corner of my room. =.= (yes. theres even a corner labelled "tissue paper! =.=" in my room. haha! i got nothing better to do la! holiday is boring.) oh people! i got lots of foolscap and exercise books. i can spare you all everything. can use it as.... rough paper! yes! ok.. something scary just happened. i stacked two drawers on top of each other long long time ago. (when i just started packing.) nothing happened... then now... the box at the top suddenly dropped down with a loud bang. wth! how how how? maybe i should pretend nothing happened and go to sleep right? =X i just realised. its been a long time since people had come to my house. but with the state of my room now.. im guessing its nearly impossible for people to come.. so.. lets wait til one day gabrielle finally finish packing her room to her satisfaction. then she'll start inviting people over. maybe this sunday? anyone? nvm. just ignore this. i will sms those whom i want them to come. haha! ITS MY HOUSE:) guess thats all for now.. maybe i should... sleep now? or continue packing? hmmmmm.. sleep. just in case. hah! oh yea. i need you people to reply to this if you really did read my blog. SHOULD I OR SHOULD I NOT BE A YA? today is one of the days you treat me well. you pei-ed me throughout. and you initiated, not once but twice. its something i should be happy about:) Tuesday, February 02, 2010 thats what you said:) but i doubt what i saw:( yes people, im back! haha! well.. today wasnt much either. slept late. woke up. sleep. wake up. sleep. wake up. in between were just smses to read and reply what people had sent ma. not that i didnt sleep well. haha! so. finally woke up. then.. packed my room. oh yea people! i found 200 bucks. dont jealous. lolz. hmmm... i didnt really pack much today. wasnt really in the mood to do packing. haha! theonly joy in packing is that i can find loads and loads of money. yea. so i stopped at about 5+ and went to bro's room. watched bleach a little.. then i dont really know what im doing already. i feels ike ive done alot. but the fact is, i didnt do anything. haiz. something is wrong with me today. anyways! im reading up about university admission already. but.. i doubt i can even get into one. but its better to have an aim than to have no goal in life. yeps. so.. thats all for today. byes! i really dont know what you want from me. lost. Monday, February 01, 2010 that familiar dream.. what does it actually means? hello friends! lolz. yea. today was again a do nothing day for me again. woke up quite early today.. but was bored. so i went back to sleep again and woke up at 2.30pm instead. haha! anyways. watched bleach the whole day. did nothing. kind of sick of holiday life already. like.. theres nothing to do.. dont really know how to say. just sick of it. unless i can find friends to go out with. but most of them are already in school. so.. yea. i should pack my room tomorrow. haha! and. yea. get things done. by wednesday i should be able to know if i can get a job at bishan hq not. so.. til then. i shall enjoy first. mmhmm. im seriously in need of cash. have been spending way too much money already. still haven bought specs, contacts, new year clothes, bag and school stuffs. so... i really need to work for the money. oh! and. thursday. i might be going for shabu shabu dinner buffet with rachael and heather. anyone wants to come along? heh. -interrupt abit- i saw a freaking big lizard on the wall right now. wth! what has my brother been feeding it with? seriously!! damn huge. (and its chasing a mosquito. =.= looks riduculous. haha! better not laugh incase it drops into my mouth.) anyways. as i was saying. shabu shabu buffet. its not confirmed yet. cause they're still not sure what time they end their orientation. oh well. lets not get too excited. cause i might end up not going anywhere. thats all for today.. got nothing more to say. =) oh yea. wheres our testimonial? shouldnt it be a compulsory item that schools are supposed to give them out? tell me.. which is more important? im scared that your answer, is not what i want to hear. somethings are better left unknown. |
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a hamster! and guess what? it shitted on my hand. wth right? haha.
went for a movie after dinner. percy jacksons and the lightning thief. i dont understand why my mum wants to go in THAT early. the screen was blank and there was music in the background. i almost fell asleep even before the show started. but when the advertisement start, i try to keep myself awake til the show starts. this show was awesome. or at least i thought it was. because it was able to keep me awake throughout. haha!! yea. speaks the reality a little. that when someone says they are willing to help, they end up being the one pulling you into deep shits. (super real. since it happened just recently)