Saturday, February 20, 2010

heartache; i dont know hy either.
the longer the time, the lesser i think i know you.

today. was really really crazy. i only had 2 freaking hours of sleep, and work up with a headache. but thats usually the case when i get not enough sleep. but this time, worst. my left ear was hurting like hell. you dont touch it, it felt like people pinching it. but when you went to touch it, it felt like the worst blue black i've ever had. i dont know whats going on, but i insisted myself to go to school.

thinking day rally was like some huge event girl guides hold every year. its when all your fellow guide friends from all around come to celebrate together on this special day. (we get to see overseas friends and friends we know from camps, but werent able to meet up after the camp ended.) but the items change every year, so if you miss it, then you miss it. too bad. but all i could say is that today, is really happening. haha! yes. of course the items were really great. its the 100th year of guides, so it has to be. but at the same time we can see people trying to snatch the limelight. hoarding the microphone and tada~ cues were given and ignored. super lolz.

huishan made me tie 2 plaits with them. and she was the one who gets to "play" with my hair. be honoured eh? haha! so.. the final product looks like....


THIS!
nice eh? ohoh! and im amused by the length of my own hair suddenly. i didnt realise that by 2 years of laziness, it would have grown sooooo long! (i was too lazy to get my hair cut.. so it grew and grew and grew.)

but still... im not satisfied with my size. i still think i look fat. haha! time to slim down gabrielle!! =) my twist was cut off from the picture.. aww:(
as you can see.. the singapore indoor stadium was quite empty by then. cause we werent allowed to use phone during guides. but, that of course, doesnt include me:) but i wasnt with my phone and was too lazy to bring it over. so yea.

the event ended and people started to go on to the stage and get company photos taken with their newly achieved awards. i didnt take any, ms ng took a few company shots. ohoh! we managed to clinch 2 gold awards!! for both coy 1 and 2. smile smile smile:) we stayed for a little longer to get something done. and then we missed the bus back to school. so we decided to head towards kallang leisure park. did something really stupid with joanne. haha! fun though.

reach kallang leisure park. pet shop. omg!! i saw something i want to buy for doggie, but i stopped myself. i just spent 20 bucks on him yesterday, i cant possibly spend another 20 bucks on him again today. so i resist the temptation of buying good stuff for doggie, and walked out of the shop. see? im an overcomer! heh heh! we literally slacked at kallang leisure park. and then decided to go home. haha! we have spare 20 min while waiting for the shuttle bus and guess what we did?
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hahaha!! yes! we're totally deprived of our childhood. i didnt sit in any. im just the photographer and video recorder. lolz. this was the 1st 2 bucks they spent on, the 2nd, i managed to capture a video, but no photos. heh heh. no video will be uploaded. =)

the bus came. and there was only one seat left. and since joanne was rushing home, we were kind enough to offer the seat left. so she shuttle bus-ed back home, alone. sad. went to take bus 11, and guess who we saw?

JEAN & CASANDRA!!

&ms ng. (i've already told her that im not to be YA, she persuaded me, but im persistent. wonder if she gets the point?)

went home, bathed and went out again. omg! i was totally a zombie-fied panda after that. i seized every opportunity i had to catch some sleep. when bro's bathing, in the cab... etc. reached tampines and i heard the uncle said 10.95 bucks when it was actually 12.95 bucks. super embarrassing. haha! i was cheated to go over lo.. my mum said that she will be ordering abalone. so i assumed it was at some restaurant or what. end up? we just had dinner in a kopitiam. wth!! and dont even have vegetarian abalone, even more no need to talk about real ones. T.T felt so dumb in believing. zzz.

went for a movie after dinner. percy jacksons and the lightning thief. i dont understand why my mum wants to go in THAT early. the screen was blank and there was music in the background. i almost fell asleep even before the show started. but when the advertisement start, i try to keep myself awake til the show starts. this show was awesome. or at least i thought it was. because it was able to keep me awake throughout. haha!! yea. speaks the reality a little. that when someone says they are willing to help, they end up being the one pulling you into deep shits. (super real. since it happened just recently)

came out of the theatre pretty late. cabbed home. this time? bro paid for cab fair and midnight surcharges. haha! but was around the same price i guess? slept in the cab to preserve some energy for me to come home and blog. so.. im done and bye.

(i didnt mean to shout at you. its just that you couldnt hear what i said and i got a little frustrated repeating it again and again.)

why is it that you had to hide?





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gabuu.
17 yrs old
28/03/93
single.
963442**

once again,
you broke my heart..
you'll never understand
the amount of pain
that i've been through..
boy, i need you.
i love you.
but when will you realise that?

you treat me well,
you treat me bad.
i dont understand boy.
what exactly do you want?
either way..
all that i know..
the only thing i know..
is that i miss you:)
no matter what happens,
im going to stay by your side..
forever...

im happy with the lil-est things that you did for me:)
i'll smile because you want me to.
i'll cry if you want me to.
i'll pout for you to care for me.
i'll frown at the things you did,
but i'll turn to you and say i love you.
& thats if you give me the chance....

& the story will go on and on..
til one day we forget each other.



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