boy, i miss you.

everything's the same
over and over, again.

pissed pissed pissed. im just too pissed to think of what to blog and rant all my anger here. so if you think its none of your business just get lost. im not here to entertain you today. and i should, first, apologise if theres any vulgarities. (P.S. i'll just refer everyone as you cause i dont want any misunderstandings)
1. i was sleeping and YOU called. actually this is nothing much. but YOU woke me up from my sleep. i apologise for the bad attitude i've given YOU. so... yea. but its the things that follow.
2. YOU said that we didnt discuss with you the things we do. now that we discuss, YOU dont even give a damn or.. YOU think that we should do things the way YOU want us to. we are already grown up. we have a mind of our own. we're not YOUR babies anymore! its called "discussing" only when we get to say the things we want and come out with the pros and cons and not YOU trying to tell us what to do and not listening to us. thats not called discussing, thats demanding. hence, the more YOU want me to do something, the more i dont want to do it. so.. no point DISCUSSING with you anymore. you're just being more and more of an asshole. get it? GET LOST!
3. its a good thing that i have a good brother. yes im angry. our common enemy. but at least when he knows im angry, he called and ask me what happens even when he's in ns. see? good brother. =)
4. why is it my problem when YOU ran out of ideas? im not the one who is supposed to be doing all this right?? shall not elaborate on this.
5. YOU stood there, didnt help at all. whao! i appreciated that man! =.=
6. YOU badmouth-ed me. dont think im that deaf to not hear it.
7. YOU went off after that.
8. YOU called again. did YOU even understand the meaning of I HAVE NO TIME??? YOU get off from what you're doing by 5.30pm. doesnt mean that all of us have to be free from 5.30pm onwards, sit there, in front of the phone and expect YOUR call, when YOU finally decide to go out with us right? besides im not as free as you are.
9. i went home and did my online application. i left it half done because YOU spoilt my mood. like totally. got child big deal? and. you still know the meaning of ps one ah? whao! i didnt know that man! and. its online application. NOT BURSARY OR WHATEVER. besides. why cant i add in your income as family income? and even if so. WHATEVER. you only think about yourself. even if its bursary. i believe theres more people who needs it more than us lo. we are capable of supporting yourselves. why do we need extra help? yes. YOU have a child. so? big deal? no one gives a damn. if YOU dont spend so much on unneccessary like a new guy with a 1+1, YOU wont even have any financial problems. anyways. you made me redo the application. like.. DAMN!
10. YOU hang my call and ended with "you're stubborn" WTF?!!! WHO THE HELL IS THE STUBBORN ONE HERE? YOU were the one making things difficult for everyone.
totally what the fuck. i've got more. but i wont say anymore. the list will go on and on, forever and ever.
~~i miss you and there wont be anyone who remembers or even bothers.~~

but you were there with me.

you calm me down,

you cheer me up.

but theres nothing much you could do.

and i dont want to get all of you involved.

but i couldnt help it.

GABRIELLE♥

" boy, i miss you. "

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gabuu.
17 yrs old
28/03/93
single.
963442**

once again,
you broke my heart..
you'll never understand
the amount of pain
that i've been through..
boy, i need you.
i love you.
but when will you realise that?

you treat me well,
you treat me bad.
i dont understand boy.
what exactly do you want?
either way..
all that i know..
the only thing i know..
is that i miss you:)
no matter what happens,
im going to stay by your side..
forever...

im happy with the lil-est things that you did for me:)
i'll smile because you want me to.
i'll cry if you want me to.
i'll pout for you to care for me.
i'll frown at the things you did,
but i'll turn to you and say i love you.
& thats if you give me the chance....

& the story will go on and on..
til one day we forget each other.

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