Saturday, April 25, 2009

It's called a house not a home
its juz a place to slp to watch tv and to eat. nt to enjoy.

no one understands. haiz...

2 songs.. "welcome to my life" and "im just a kid"

-welcome to my life-
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
(what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life



-im just a kid-
I woke up it was 7
I waited till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think i got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
And here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight...

And maybe when the night is dead,
I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time,
I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own
and here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me

What the fuck is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever
I'm just a kid [repeat x5]

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me tonight
I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cause I'm just a kid tonight


u said u would bring away frm here. bt could u promise tat im nt going to hv the equal amt of stress and prob at ur side? no u couldnt. where were u when i nded u the most? where were u when all tis mess started? where were u all tis while? no im nt emoing. breaking down? im nt sure? soon if the prob still continues. i blieve im going to make it true.. all i can do is trust myself. to make it through the mess myself.. TRUST & SUPPORT.. =) i feel lyk screaming suddenly. bt will tio complain. haha.


Friday, April 24, 2009

A nightmare..
can sum1 pls wake me up?

sec 4 life is fantastic. go class everyday lyk party. eat. tok. disiao. and of coz.. hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha... mye cming. o lvl cming. chinese o lvl ard the corner.. still no motivation to study. i wan continue my partying life still. T.T everyday at least 2 bottles of pringles under our desk. pe day still gt 2 bottles of 1.5l de green tea. damn shiok. totally no urge to study at all. sum1 push me. wake me up. its time to study gabrielle!! wake up. stop living in the fantasy world. heng gt nite study. muz study liao. nt for me to go there to tok to frens. T.T
oh ya!!! happy tots. MY BRO GO NS LE!!! yeah! (^.^)v no nd see his face liao. haha.
actually starting of the yr gt mood de lo. chiong study chiong chiong chiong. then my dad cme out wit all the stupid prob abt me.. then jitao no mood liao. haiz. nvm..
tdy. cme hm early. no remedial. SHIT! cme hm at the wrong time. =.= no electricity. all tio cut coz downstairs construction. heng gt mini portable fan. found 1. spoilt. =.= the batt put in le. the fan wrking. will turn. bt no wind. sian. then find another 1. wa. wrk. then 15 min ltr.. bo batt. is new batt can??? zzz. stupid batt. no fan. no aircon. no wind oso. sad. then nth to eat. hungry. no fridge. sian. fridge gt food no use. microwave oven no electricity oso cannt wrk. found watermelon! haha! eat eat eat. my dog finish up for me. =.= he even the seed oso eat. stupid dog. no tv. no internet. super sian. went to bed. slp! woke up. o.O fan is on le!!! wahaha. then watch tv. use com til nw. shit. 4gt do tuition hmwrk.. zzz. tmr gt time then do ba? tired le.
i hv a feeling tat sum1 is checking on my blog too. hmmmm.. true? tell me.
anyways. gd luck for MYE every1. =) if gabrielle can do it, so can u. if gabrielle cant do it, u still can de. haha.find me motivation to study.
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zzz. still no motivation leh.. =( nvm. i shall dream and find my motivation. haha. wan an every1.


Wednesday, April 22, 2009

im using other ppl's wireless!
evil me. wahaha.

im hving a damn weird feeling rite nw.
anyways. i failed my 2.4 by oni 10s. T.T tmr gt bio test. bt im still using com. =.= abit feel lyk gving up studying liao. lyk everyting lo. study gd. u all say nt gt enough. then make me no mood study. flunk ca1. then noe u all suspecting me. damn sian of all tis mess. u gt nth better to do? go find a better job la. stay here kiao ka. u tink money drop frm the sky meh. cme hm too early, u lock up everyting. cme hm too late u suspect me. define going hm on time. damn sian liao. gime all tis prob. fun izit?
tis yr is the worst yr of all lo. u even told my teacher. u even gt my teacher my aunt and my ahma to check on me. if u so dun blieve me. cme follow me everywhere i go la. cme fetch me frm skul la. cme fetch me to and fro tuition la. fetch me everywhere i go. no nd ask ppl check me de. no nd check my com de. no nd check my phone de. I GT NTH TO HIDE FRM U. ASSHOLE. i juz dun wan my frens to gt hurt bcoz of me nia. u tink u are capable of anyting. we'll wait and see. u tink u can call the police. call la. i gt higher education than u. u tink u are clever? im cleverer. u tink u can handle tings. i blieve i can better than u. u wan play? i play wit u. bt make it short. coz i dun hv time for such a bastard lyk u.


Friday, April 10, 2009

3rd earhole!!! wahaha!
i noe im sadist enough tat i actually lyk the feeling. =.=

yea yea yea! im back.. internet connection lost again. haha.

PRESENTS!!
ty huiqing for the ben & jerry's ice cream.
ty huishan for the heart-shaped plastic ting wit 70 stars and a box and a card and the super big lollipop.
ty kenlia for the door tingy.
ty heather and crystal for the piggy bank.
ty xinyi, shuting, maxswen and jothem for the wallet.
ty rachael and jaime for the day spent wit me, the balloon, the kinder joy, the arnotts? biscuit, the big birthday card wit alot of my pic which every1 tinks tat its frm 10 ppl and the cake .
ty rachael's mum for the marks and spencer biscuit.
ty umi for the birthday cake.
ty my bro for tat pkt of chicken rice. (super =.=""""")
ty sihui mdm for the mirror.
ty fren for the photo frame, the memo pad ting and the massage stick ting.
ty liru for the calender.
i tink tats all? remind me if i 4gt.

MONEY!!!
ty ahma for the angbao. (tho i duno hw much and duno throw where le.)
ty 2nd aunt for the angbao. (oso same case.)
ty mum for the 100 bucks to go out wit frens.

BIRTHDAY WISHES
sms
ty crystal.
ty huishan.
ty fren.
ty sihui.
ty shuting.
ty san jie.
ty er jie.
ty jaime.
ty mum.
ty athirah.
ty jingfang.
ty maxswen.
ty casandra.
ty miss ang.
ty manpei.
ty heather.
ty liuzhi.
ty vivian.
ty qianyun.
msn
ps. i 4gt who?
i rmb linchun. ty.
sad to say. i oni rmb him. tell me if i 4gt ur name. sry sry.
tagboard
ty joanne.
ty xinyi.
ty heather.

shd b all? haha. ty every1. =)) i realised tat everywhere gt heather's name. =.= haha. ty for wasting ur time to send me sms and go look for pres for me. i noe my present vey diff find coz i dun even noe wad i wan. haha. ty anyways. oh ya. i actually wanted to upload the pic of every gift. bt my bluetooth gt prob. so.. dun hv. sry.

ytd went out wit mum and bro. went to eat newyork newyork. haha. abit cheat $$. coz we oni ordered 1 soup bt they charge for 2. i ordered fried mars bar. bt it didnt cme. bt the bill cme. i went hm then i rmb. mum say over le nvm nth to say. mum brought to 77th street to pierce ear. nw gt 3 on rite ear. =) heh heh. she paid. wahahaha. she still ask "y 2 oni?" siao la.. wad she expect? full meh? lolz. i duno y. i lyk the feeing sia. itchy itchy pain pain de. omg. haha. =)) tis holi is damn sian la.. stay at hm. nth better to do. haiz.


Thursday, April 02, 2009

heartbroken.

doesnt feel gd.



ty every1 for the pres. will upload and "officially" thank u all during the wkends. if im free.
tdy damn emo. nvm. was ok aftwards. haiz. 4gt it man. no point lo. all i ever wanted was.... 4gt it. i gt nth to blog abt? tdy was a bad bad day for me. worst?




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gabuu.
17 yrs old
28/03/93
single.
963442**

once again,
you broke my heart..
you'll never understand
the amount of pain
that i've been through..
boy, i need you.
i love you.
but when will you realise that?

you treat me well,
you treat me bad.
i dont understand boy.
what exactly do you want?
either way..
all that i know..
the only thing i know..
is that i miss you:)
no matter what happens,
im going to stay by your side..
forever...

im happy with the lil-est things that you did for me:)
i'll smile because you want me to.
i'll cry if you want me to.
i'll pout for you to care for me.
i'll frown at the things you did,
but i'll turn to you and say i love you.
& thats if you give me the chance....

& the story will go on and on..
til one day we forget each other.



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