boy, i miss you.

ytd damn tired aft waking up damn fking early. although its rather late for them to say. ya. then gt hm. watch tv. then use com. then watch tv. then fell aslp on bro bed. i fell aslp at ard 5+ 6+ ba? lolz. then at nite, duno wad time? i heard my maid call me wake up? i tink bro cme hm? then i walk go my bed. then slp again. haha. then tdy, ard 6+ wake up? ya. see hp. wa! 6+ nia. then go slp again. then 8+ wake up. still nobdy wake up, go slp again. then 9 wake up. then watch tv. then go out of rm, nobdy. then saw gt bread on table. then eat lo. then continue watch tv. then use com. then watch tv. then use com. then call khidhir. then he say he playing soccer. then hang. then use com. then watch tv..... the cycle goes on and on. soooo bored!!!!
hmmm. i suddenly hv an urge of playing mahjong on new yr eve to shou yue. heh heh. mayb i call my cuzin cme play wit me. heh heh. duno they will cme nt leh. they crazy abt maple liao. keep gacha-ing. then i everytime hv to help them top a-cash. coz their acc is use my asiasoft create de. haiz. regret sia. i try call them cme ba. the oni time they can win my money ma. haha. i very lan de. everytime lose. =( muz prep alot money liao. haha. since shou yue will stay til very late. hope they can stay over my hse ba?

SO BORED!!!! HELP!!! I DUN WAN STAY AT HM...
i haven do hmwrk. heh heh.

wth is wrong wit u sia? see me nia ma. oso nth. i oso nt les. i oso nv kiss u, hug u, or hold ur hands. i didnt even touch u can? wait. i did hold ur hands. at the nite walk. bt is u who offered ur hand for me to hold. its nt my fking prob rite? cb! do u hv to hide? do u hv to stay away frm me? see me lyk see ghost lyk tat. the skul is tis small wad. wad u wan me to do? expand it meh? so tat u cannt see me? fk sia. nwadays, tok to u lyk tok to air lyk tat. at least reply ma. i treated u as my fren leh. and wad i gt back in the end? cb la. 1 dictionary nia ma. we gt 3 there leh. share 1 wit me will die izit? huh? will die ah? nd go 18th level of hell ah? no rite? hv to shout at me lyk tat meh? go out take jiu go out take la. no nd shout until lyk tat wad. u wan whole world to noe i nv take dic meh? bitch. hw to nt let u see me, when we are in he same skul, same class, same recess, same direction and same position? u dun lyk, can tell me straight de wad. no nd go round the whole world to tell every1 rite? fking cb. nw i seen the real u. damn it.

we passed the auditions!!! wooo~ izit gd news or bad news to all of u? its bad news to me la. lolz. no offence ah. we pass the audition, which means, 1/2 of our sat is gone. coz we nd to go to kc in the morning. hv to wake up early leh!!! nvm.
tdy i woke up super early. 6.20 leh!!! i tink im the one who woke up the latest in guides? i hope nt. lolz. ya. then. went kc by wen hui's dad car. thank her dad for the ride. supposed to meet natalie at kallang mrt at 6.45, bt i reach there late. bt earlier than natalie. she reach at 6.55. and we are supposed to meet wen hui at the bus stop at 6.55. heng i sms her b4 hand. haha. then we walk there sit down awhile, 7.05 lyk tat? her car cme. board her car. toked. reached kc at ard 7.15-7.20 lyk tat. super early la. then went to the canteen there the foyer i tink? then sit there tok tok. then roll call. damn funny la! coz morning glory and MYNAH merge. then oni gt me and wen hui there. then morning glory cmes b4 MYNAH, so morning glory stand in front. then leaders roll call, wen hui go. then leaders call the roll. diff style. then since we all gm de, i call her do gm style lo. if nt weird weird ma. then 'patrol at ease'. then wen hui cmes to me. 'gabrielle' then i say 'present mdm' sound weird la. then we all at there keep laughing. haha.
then practice song. then others march. then go hq. audition. alot ppl nervous. i nt tat nervous la. was staring at a point. coz i cant see hsin chin? ya. then aft audition. TAPS. funny. then went to meet ms ng wit other gm guides. announcements.... then went junction 8 wit jean, natalie, wen hui, isabell and joy. then went kfc eat. shhh. then they started gving each other nickname. WEN HUI the GUAVA. NATALIE the PINEAPPLE. ISABELL the BEANSPROUT. JOY the CABBAGE JEANO the POTATO. and of coz GABRIELLE the CARROT. i ask jean y i carrot she oso say duno? weord rite? she tink for me de she duno. lolz. then isabell dad cme to fetch her hm or sumwhere? ya. her dad is soooo young la! then we went shopping. and we went BHG!!! lolz. nw i noe wad it stands for. muz support worx. lolz. rite, joy? lolz. di siao di siao di siao. then natalie went for tuition. then we went to shop again. then wen hui wan do the colouring ting again. she gt deprived childhood. so. 4gv her la. lolz. then we saw tis ancient clothed ppl walking ard. then we all at there OMG! lolz. then blah blah blah. went hm. bored.
looking forward for tis fri's gg meeting. COOL! dun b jealous. WE ARE GOING FOR BOWLING!!! yipee~! =)

sickening fellows. look at hw u all push me aside. push me for all i care la. im lyk the extra, the third party, the odd one out... i noe u saw me and u pretent nt to see. i can still survive without u all la. if u wan to gv me excuses lyk 'i noe u confirm say dun wan de so i no ask' or 'i noe u are alr going out wit ___(whoever whoever)'. tink. hv u ever had abt tis phrase called, its the tot tat counts? if u really dun intent to go out wit me, at least wave or sth when we see each other. damn. NOBDY IS PERFECT and dun expect every1 to b perfect. when u are saying hw bad the person is, tink bad. are u lyk tat too. if u are nt, i dun mind u saying. bt if u are lyk tat, wad rites hv u gt to say tat person is bad? i really wonder wad ur brains contain. although i noe nobdy is perfect. bt u are the worst of the worst. i gave u chance aft chance. u didnt cherish them well. u pretented tat nth happen. u continue ur mistakes lyk a cycle. all u noe is to bootlick and snatch wad belongs to the others. wake up and stop being so childish will u? a 3 yr old kid, although as clever as u, bt noes more than u. pls take tat sickening mask away frm ur face. u look ugly in everyway. no matter hw pretty u are in appearance, u are ugly when u hv a heart which is black. hypocrite. back stabber. irritating. sickening. betrayer. all the words to describe u. i wonder y u bcme my fren. i regret treating u tat importantly in my life. the sound of u make me deaf. the face of urs make me blind. u suck to the core. >=(

hello ppl! im back! finally! =) hv been really busy tis few days/wks. heh heh. so. i hv been a very very guai kia. had been doing notes, practicing drill, going for gg, going to kc and lunched at parkway and lots of other ting. tis mth's hp bill if raise i chop my head off sia. i haven had time to ever sms or watsoever, unless u sms me, then i will reply. sumtimes im juz too tired tat i fell aslp, so if u sms me, i late reply, then sry. if i nv reply is coz i open see le, then off then nv reply. so sry.
sec 3 start le. means... MORE STRESS!!!! omg! ya. me and jaime is trying to start a study grp a few mths back, bt it turned out..... tat we hv none. as we are too busy. ya. so. went hm to study on my own. im currently slping in the diff rm frm bro le. FINALLY! no more distractions. heh heh. i move over to the other rm coz the auntie who rent the rm went back her country. and we are still looking for ppl to rent to. bt cannt find. so while finding, i move to the rm to 'chop' the rm lo. lolz. its rather great to hv a rm of my own la. although i cannt put anyting in here. haha. bt at least i can slp wit the lights off and oso hv a double bed on my own. heh heh. shiok. and currently, too. the mahjong table at hm belongs to ME! heh heh. i use it to b my study table. lolz. at least gt table to do work wit la. better than nth. i hope tis rm could b mine forever la. so shiok! although i lose out la. coz the tv in tis rm is lyk VERY old. b4 i even cme to tis hse to stay? had been here for ard 10 yrs i tink. heh heh. ya. and it's very very small too. hv to use the very lan de laptop to do wrk or surf the net or wadever. very lag. and the connection is no gd. so will keep dc-ing. =( cry for me ya? lolz.
ytd juz came back frm sec 3 camp. my class damn enthu which is gd. my class won. our instructors told us tat every yr the f32 oso win. so we win i didnt say wad, i juz said 'heng we came to the rite class' lolz.my class love 'oh ma ma' alot. aft sec 3 camp, they are still dancing 'oh ma ma' yep. my class bond really well in the camp. gdgd. heard frm ppl tat f31 didnt bond tat well? well? wrk hard lo. hmmm. wad else. my class is fun la. *smiles* =)
tdy. they day aft sec 3 camp. damn tiring la. go skul. then bell ring. then ppl pass msg say mr kang call us do class cheer. then i at there shock. lolz. then mr kang say is we volunteer de. then we at there blur. then we ask 'who the idiot volunteer' lolz. then is mr kang anyhw say... bleah. then gt pe oso. wth. then we play badminton. me and jia min play awhile jiu stop le. buay ta han. then. last period is ms khek lesson. she let us off early. lolz. then i go change. then wait jaime they all. then go makan together. then drill. haiz. tiring. lolz. i tink i sprained my butt or sth. lolz. i sit cross-legged oso pain. i lie on my side oso pain. the feeling is lyk sprain dao de feeling lo. haiz. suay. chia lat.
tmr. there will b prefect installation. although i nt prefect. bt i going to help out. nd to b in full u. hope mohini can rmb to help me bring ba. heh heh. she say she helping me iron. =) ty. haha. i oso wish her and yt luck for the stack of hmwrk they are going to receive very soon. which is tmr. i hope teacher allow them to gv the hmwrk bit by bit, slowly. if nt they die lyk siao. 1 whole big stack leh. wrksht oni hor. then still gt other those wrk in bk de leh? die. im so happy tat im rejected la! heng sia. lolz. hope they hv a nice days there ya.
thinking day is cming really soon! =) and the audition is tis sat. wish me luck ya? lolz. and exams are ard the corner. =(( wish me luck too. hah.

~~i love you~~ more and more each day
i tot it will end sumday bt i didnt
communicating wit u had alr been part of my life
it juz didnt help nt toking to u in skul or wherever
my hands will still b itchy to text u msg everyday
although i noe tat u wont reply bt its ok i dun mind
stealing a glance of u has oso been a habit to me
whenever i walk past u i will look at u
as long as i could
it feels so great when u call on me
no matter to buy tings or scold me
im willing to do it for ur sake
it has been great wit u by my side
i love you

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERY1!

ok... tis yr's new year is the worst of the worst. i spent my whole fking new yr crying. it was alrite at the start. fun!
i went to rachael's hse. played there. movie marathon-ed there. watched rush hour 3, simpson, shrek 3 and bratz. pizza for lunch and spaghetti, fries, wedges...(all the potato stuff) and spring chicken for dinner. played sims too. had fun there. at 10pm. went out of her hse. walked to mrt. then stomache. lolz. go ah ma hse.then walked back to mrt. saw yt and aaron. then vivian cme. i didnt noe abt vivian and aaron. bt nvm. then we went to esplanade. alot ppl. then we duno hw walk. then we juz folo the crowd. then every1 walk separate. then we blur. anyhw walk. then reach.then wait wait wait. then FIREWRK! abt 10min lyk tat... then sit down tok tok. til 1 lyk tat go hm. ying tian and vivian mrt hm. me and aaron walk hm. damn funny. 1st. esplanade there. we actually can walk straight. bt we duno. then walk 1 big round. then sian diao. then beach rd. then pass bugis. then reach kayaking place. went into 7-11 buy drink. then continue. then lavender. then pass boon keng. then we see lyk??? very unfamiliar? then we continue walk straight. then see lavender street again? then we continue walk. then whampoa east. then whampoa west. then whampoa south. then aaron say:'if i see whampoa north, i hamtam u' then whampoa north the sign in front. then we laugh lyk siao. then walk walk walk. then see the place damn familiar. then saw then 'st. michael's church' or sth lyk tat. then i tell him we sum where near skul the old holding site. then i tell him walk straight turn rite is kallang pudding liao. then walk straight jiu reach le. then walk walk walk. still damn long. then saw whampoa north again. lolz. then is lyk i saw tat fire engine place? the red red building. then i tell him. is very near skul. then we cross road. then correct la! is skul the bus stop. the 1st bus stop. then we 2 jump for joy. lolz. we 2 at there scream. haha!
oh ya.4gt sth. sumwhere near the fire engine place, then gt 1 drain ma. then we here croaking sound lyk frog. then aaron at there jump and scream and shout lo. i tot wad sia. scare me la. then when we at boon keng road there the shop hse there. there gt 1 insect look lyk cockroach. bt nt cockroach. the body gt polka dots de. then he oso scared until...
ok cme back here. then saw skul. he dun blieve at 1st. then he say if wrong i gv him beat. ok la. then walk really skul! woo~ shiok. then when crossing the big big road i run across. scared kena car accident. then is red light. so aaron slowly walk over. then half way. green light liao. car moving. then he say he starting to scared. then closer and closer, he gt scared-er and scared-er. lolz. then he run. lolz. so funny. then really is skul then walk hm. wee!!!! then hm at last. then aaron buay tahan. then he cabbed hm. tats y i ard 3+ 4 lyk tat then reach hm.
then reach hm. u noe my dog... he ran in to my rm. then my bro charging his hp ma. he slping. then my dog make my bro hp drop, dismantle. then he wake up. then i faster put back nicely. then i use com back, chatting to jaime. then i see off. i hao xin help him on back. then here starts. he at there. u very pro lo. drop my hp. then i say i my dog. then he say impossible.coz the wire very near tv cabin. i keep telling him is nt my fault he no blieve. then keep on shout at me. then i bo bian. (coz new yr ma) i dun wan quarrel wit him. then i say since u tinkis i make drop de, then is me la. ok? happy? then i no tok. then he continue. he say i guilty. then we shout til dad wake up.he oni ask wad happen. nv help. cb la! then bro say since i drop his new hp, nxt time i buy new hp he osowan drop until dismantle. then i nth to do, argue wit him oso no use, then bo bian sit down there cry nia lo.
he say i drop his hp is i wan use and see his hp. i didnt even touch his hp. i didnt even touch the wire. i sit down then drop de leh, hw can it b my fault leh? cb. i tell him, he no blieve. i tell him i walk near the bed nt near the tv cabin, he no listen at there shout me. cb la! he ruined my fking HAPPY new yr la. then i tell mum, then mum gime crap. say wad muz love each other.muz 4gv and 4gt. then say is my fault tat i let my dog in the rm. those who noe me and cme to my hse b4 de. hv u all ever seen tat my dog ever listen to my words? no. the more i call him to go out, the more he wan to cme in. then say dun let small matter destroy relationship. if she tinks its small then u try la. u bro accuse u drop his phone when it is a dog. he rather choose to blieve a dog than to blieve me. hw small the matter is. hw great the relation is. if he wan tink. wad has he done for me? play for me?
24/7 sitting in front of the com? or wad? ok. small stuffs. pass me remote control. pass me tissue box. pass me phone. since all the tings near him. wad hv i done for him? lets say the recent ones. my maid went back for 3 wks. who cooked for him? me. who fold the clothes? me and dad. who mopped the floor? me. who swept the floor? me. wad did i do when his sony erricson hp is spoilted? i lent him my nokia hp for sim card, despite he juz gt his N95 for his top up card. and me using back my old samsung phone. and tis is wad i gt back in return. hw great. its hard to b gd to sum1.

haiz. i wonder hw im going to go back to skul tmr wit tis goldfish eyes. =( sian. skul starting tmr le. haiz haiz haiz.

GABRIELLE♥

" boy, i miss you. "

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once again,
you broke my heart..
you'll never understand
the amount of pain
that i've been through..
boy, i need you.
i love you.
but when will you realise that?

you treat me well,
you treat me bad.
i dont understand boy.
what exactly do you want?
either way..
all that i know..
the only thing i know..
is that i miss you:)
no matter what happens,
im going to stay by your side..
forever...

im happy with the lil-est things that you did for me:)
i'll smile because you want me to.
i'll cry if you want me to.
i'll pout for you to care for me.
i'll frown at the things you did,
but i'll turn to you and say i love you.
& thats if you give me the chance....

& the story will go on and on..
til one day we forget each other.

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