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wth? so suay lo... i tio rejected by the stupid HQ ppl... nabei... i cant go to new zealand... nt fair la! wad i do wrong seh? haiz... im gonna ask ms ng y they reject mi... and i wan a very gd explaination... if is the name tag? im gonna scold ms ng... and cannt b wad... if is name tag then y crystal ying tian heather they all can go? it's nt fair la! i wan go de leh... u tink my mum will bring mi there meh? wll lo...
made pizza for mum, dad, bro, cuzins (ah long[jimmy] and rui jing[jonathan]), gu gu, ah ma, vivian, si hui, ying tian, qian yun, qian yun's mum, man pei and of coz MYSELF!=)[ppl muz enjoy and appreciate hor... coz i bunrt my fingers for tat...] they said it was nice... so... gd la... mum nv eat until... coz she nv cme hm... and my fking dad? he ate 3??? my share and mum share gone... shdn't i b happy tat sum1 appreciated my pizza? mayb i shd... better than sum1... my cuzin didnt gt the chance to eat... coz they slp le... mayb it's heng? then my bro had extra... actually 1 person 1 oni la... then i made double for si hui and MYSELF! of coz... bt my extra piece kena eaten by my dad and my mum's oso... so i sub it as my cuzin's share lo... then i still gt mine again... bt my bro lyk ma... so i gave him my extra one lo... then we share the spagetti i cooked for cook's badge... i tink no gd... mostly bcoz the prawn wasn't fresh... and i tink i overcooked it... coz the sauce gt very strong de prawn smell... so i added lots of cheese... =X too much... nw the spaghetti totally is the cheese the smell nia... i eat sum oni then gv bro... coz i full le... and he very hungry... then i gave him my share of campbelle soup oso... i cooked at cook's badge oso...
ytd aft all tis... i actually wan post de...bt coz i plug in the laptop de plug... then *POP* si bei loud lo... then i chua tio... nabei la! the spark damn big sia! lyk firewrk lyk tat leh... mini de la... bt bigger than at the sec 2 camp make de firewrk... imagine... my bro even chua tio... then mi leh? i told vivian, si hui and qian yun... vivian said 'if is me, i sure cry de', qian yun said 'if is me, i sure faint' haha! then si hui said 'izit i make spoil de?' (coz she came to my hse play com) my bro tio chua gt 2 reason... 1st... the spark... super big... 2nd... i tot his com said bb to him... coz blackout... short cicuit... then dad jiu at there kpkb le... i alr gou tl liao... he still make mi more tl... nabei...
y cant u ever appreciate wad i hv done for u? wth is wrong wit u? u oways said tat we take it for granted... u oso wad... hw u wan others to treat u is hw u treat others ma... ppl gv u ting eat is for u to enjoy... is for u to appreciate it... nt for u to say wad are the bad points and hw u can improve on it... lyk u oways said... when u cook, wad u wan is juz to see their happiness and their smile on their faces... u lyk to hear ppl say 'eh... tis one is gd bt can improve by ......... tat one oso can improve by ..........' u oso dun lyk ma... if i tell u tis..i noe u sure will say 'ppl nd improvements to b a better person... yes i totally agree wit tat... bt wad i meant was... we nd ways of improvement, bt we nd more of encouragements ma... so wad if i hv improved? so wad if i gt to the way u wan mi to? so wad if i gt gd grades? so wad if i gt degrees? so wad if i gt masters? so wad if i can really b a prof? so wad if i gt to the top? so wad if i can b the best of the best? its of no use wad... u oso wont appreciate rite? all u would say is... u did it for urself nt for us... i noe... bt.. when will u b proud of mi? y u oways take other ppl who is better than mi to compare wit me? lyk last time... in pri skul... i gt 1st for chi... and wad did u do or say? nth... no rewards no compliments... all i gt back is... y are u so happy? she (frm other class[1st class]) done it better than u... wth la! then last time maths... ms liew said oni less than 10 pass... and i gt back the paper and i passed i gt 56! and wad did u say? who gt the highest? i said desmond... then u said... hw much? then i said 75mrks... then wad u said? y can he gt 75 and u gt oni 56? so i said... he maths pro lai de... gt go for maths olympic de... then wads ur reply? y are u oways finding excuses? so wad if he's a maths pro? u can oways b better than him wad? wth? sec1... i told u i did very badly for the test... i said i tink i wont even gt into f22... mayb i will drop to f23 or sth lyk tat... wad u say? oh... ok... if u go into f22, i'll take a chalet for u and ur frens to stay in... result cme out: gabrielle went into f22... ying tian? f21 wad u say? y ppl can go into f21 u cannt? y oni f22? i alr told u rite? i tink i did badly for the test... and where did my chalet go? until nw i still haven gt lo... sec 2... in front of every1 u cared... bhind? scoldings take place... my sa1 result... i did very badly... i cannt concentrate during the test... coz im sick... hw can a sick person concentrate in class? nt even on tv la! wads more in a test? she didnt even bring mi to the doc... all she does is scold mi for nt going to the doc myself... u nv gv mi money to go to the doc... u didnt even pass mi my pocket money... hw am i suppose to go to the doc witout a single cent in my pocket? u teach mi la! and blame it on mi tat i didnt take cared of myself during the test... u tink i wan to gt sick de meh? siao... sec 2 still... i sprained my hand... did u even notice tat i sprained my hand? did u even care? did u even ask? did u even see im hving difficulties wit my left hand? the ans to all is no u didnt... wad happens? i went to the doc myself... and the doc asked... y u cme alone? ur mum nv follow u here? sprain hand very chia lat de leh... wad can i say? all i can do is to defend u... try nt to let u lose face... i replied... orh... mummy still working... nt free bring mi cme down... she duno i sprain my hand... coz i oni tdy then sprain... to say the truth, it has been more then a wk alr... and she is out wit her fren, and nt working... i dun really lie... if u noe mi well... bt... juz bcoz i wanted to defend u... i lied... then nxt few days aft my hand recover... rui jing sprained his leg... wad my aunt's 1st reaction? bring him to see the tie da doc... aft i noe, i really feel lyk crying lo... im tinking to myself... y other ppl mum will care for their child? y my mum dun? i really wan an ans lo...i may juz brake down or explode again... and i dun hope to do tat...
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